getting...... better?

hmm.. im starting to tink, mi emo hor, those BIG kind of emo, will oni last max a mth.. hahax

last week was kinda good, for a change.. below r e few gd things tt happened to mi

-borrowed "the leap of love" (aka e movie leap years), didnt read, n return.. sooo hard then borrowed this book (waited for at least 2++ mth), but didnt treasure it.. but hey guess wat?? i manage to borrow it again !!! lol.. so lucky.. finished readin it tis morn @ townsville.. nice book, mi 1st romance book hahax

-finally get mi priest (WoW) to 70, 2nd char.. shadow priest is 1 of the main reason y i play wow, n im glad i finally 70ed it.. n nw her gear is much better then mi hunter lol, thks to hong n ern for helpin mi get the mats :P.. simply love her now.. byebe hunter lol !!

- lots of sch last wk, n make mi veri tired, but i feel veri shiok inside.. tis kind of running away is 1 thing y i like bout tis job :P

- finally went back to corp pri.. n i kena bully by 1 p3 ger n her gang.. lol.. soooo cute they all.. n soo irritating.. :P c them i always mood high high de hehex

- 1st time a sch under mi charge win something.. flash animation by RI.. e amazing thing is, i felt that their animation really nd lots n lots of practice, n they oni got 1.5 weeks to do, n yet 1 won 3rd n 2 won merit.. lol !! im sooo surprised sia wahaha..

- otsuka ai new songs finally out, after 6 mths.. hahax.. love it.. rocket sneakers.. her song is great !! planetarium is e best !! :D

- someone said something to mi tt im kinda surprise, cos im oni joking when i said to tt person.. well, i didnt tink tt person will care, i simply let it slip out of mi mind, n really surprise tt person so sorry to me cos of something i jokingly said.. sorri to u.. but still veri surprise.. a bit sweet too lol !!


i tink got 1 or 2 more ba, but i left it too long then i feel like write, forgot them liao heeeex..

well, sat went to a colleague wedding lunch @ M hotel.. soo sweet sia.. i c them comin into e stage, husband n wife, side by side, emo liao lo.. dun nd to say de.. when mi turn ?? ppl say "man, u 30 no marry still young lor" well, i dun tink tt way.. im dreaded.. i kinda hv those female tinking, wan to get married b4 30, wan to hv those hong hong lie lie de romantice relationship.. lol.. drama mamaaa rite ?? but well, i really wan those.. im really dreaded tt when im 25 in 2 yrs time, im still nv attached b4.. eeeeeeeeeeeeee ultimate phobia sia :P

after tt when prawning, wif felix ash bj andy.. 8 prawns fr 2 rod, andy didnt catch ani fish ahahx.. had a bit of chat wif andy, regardling him n his target *ahem u noe whu * hahax.. well, kinda happy for him, at least he still in a good position, even thought tt ger noe he like her.. wishing him e best..

fr andy i somehow i c miself in him.. remind mi of the things i did back in jan.. seems like e whole of mi dept noe whu i like, n i tink im e oni one tt dunno, they all noe everything.. kinda stun tt even those juz join us de oso no.. =x well, at least im oreadi over it liao, confirm 100%.. juz wan to wish her all e best n happy always..

aniway.. i c him emo, can understand, i've been through his stage.. he got a target.. mi lei?? wat the hell, i dun hv target, so emo for wat ?? actually i really dunno y i got miself into tis current emo state lo..

well, things r better as i've said.. good things tt happened tends to brighten up someone day.. well, at least it did for mi.. another wk.. another month, soon will b another year.. mp oso got said, i shld really learn to get tis "emo easily, emo for e wrong reason" shit out of miself.. yes, i oso wan to get rid of this "baggage"..... but, i cant.. i dunno..

waiting.. everyone say e same thing.. "wait for it lo".. tmd WAIT?? ARGH !!! WHEN WILL SHE COMES CAN N SAVE MI !!

hahax.. emo drama mamaa again..

well, hope everyone tt's reading this, hv a veri veri nice week.. SMILE !!

Updates.. Emo Liang ~~

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time for another updates.. aniway, dun tink i'll blog as often as e start of the year.. dunno wat to blog aniway..

Been emo all these weeks.. if im not wrong, 2 wks liao.. luckily, mi emo tis time rd is not quiet n face black, but most of time is im acting really crazy.. if u noe mi well enuff, or if u've been reading tis blog, i tink u can oreadi guess wat's bothering mi.. hahax.. e oni 1 thing tt can really can mi emo till soo jialat..

all start after e iron man show (fri 02 may).. watched it wif hong n des.. e show was gr8 !! well, we finished e show nearing 12am, e 2 dun wan to sit down n tok tok, wan to go hm.. a few of mi colleagues was near tiong, ask them to call mi if they wan to makan, no call in e end.. while walking back, called mp, asking her whether wan to come down tok tok, she busy on a call.. reach hm, thought can play wow, but mi bro using e com, n dun wan to let me use.. WTF !!

all e alone feelin juz comes up to mi.. felt soo alone, lonely, empty, etc.. yes yes yes.. im despo.. hahax.. frens, i got a gd bunch, n coupled wif mi crazy n fun loving colleagues, my social life is prefect in most ppl eyes, but it's juz tt i always felt they can oni b wif mi till soo much.. it'll b totally different fr gf.. i really felt soo alone tt nite.. no one @ all..

another week started.. got 4 new ppl come in e previous fri.. then got 1 ger, oso in no rs b4 de, n tis started another scandal for mi.. wat the.. hey, if im handsome n fit, i tink e ger wun tt mind being tease de lor.. BUT IM NOT !! yes, i've always said, other ppl happy jiu hao, u wan to tease mi go ahead, dun tease till too jialat, i'll even join in wif they.. somemore suay suay thing is, e new ger, age is e same, n name is similar to another of mi previous scandal !!

colleagues keep yaking n yaking all day long.. wah so sianed.. dunno how to stop them sia.. even if i really like tt ger(which im not), wif all their teasing, e ger will sure hate mi de lor.. when fri we all go prawning, they keep trying to push mi to her.. n really can c, when mi n her stand tgt, n someone start teasing, she will juz immediate walk away.. again i dun mind ppl teasing mi, if it makes u happy when teasing mi, y not?? go ahead.. but when e teasing start affecting other ppl, i not happy liao..

it was during then, i started to use mi colleagues ears to kb all mi emo stuffs.. well, same thing all over again, jiayou, take e 1st step, etc, etc.. argh !! will tok bout tis thing more below..

wed we got e basketball comp, n another colleague come back to watch them play, n wat u noe, tis colleague is my 1st can scandal.. hahax.. n e same thing happened.. they started teasing, AGAIN !!.. again i oso got pissed off, but this time rd, mi n scandal juz join in, acting like a couple.. wahaha.. a bit funny come to tink of it..

well, all these teasing n scandaling makes mi emo even more.. im a veri easily EMO guy, im veri despo, so a bit of these kinda teasing will mi tink a lot.. juz when i started to feel e loneliness of being single, a new scandal started.. tink n tink n tink.. making mi even worst..

gentleman.. r gals in sg still lookin for tis kinda guys?? i always believe i muz b a gentleman, showing care n concern to a gal.. for a man to hit a women, tease them, disturb them, regardless of whether playing or not, i c liao i cant tahan.. but somehow, i felt tt e gals ard mi seems to like it.. hahax.. for mi i can nv bring miself to do these kinda things..



i still got somemore i wan to post up, but cant rmb wat to type.. once i rmb, i'll up them.. breakfast time..

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continue to wat i post in the morn..

haiz.. still alone, still lonely.. wan to be gentleman, i tink im 1, but whu is there to c??

tokin to them on fri prawning, they told mi, again, wat's inside impt.. ya rite.. whu's there to c.. before we left for e prawning, ash wan tryin to promote mi to scandal, but so wat if im really tt gd?? whu will c, whu will feel, n whu will really understand.. i noe WJG n mp r those few whu can c e gd side of mi, but i wan the "she" to c.. where is "she"..

another female colleague also say guy muz b gentleman.. hahax.. felt kinda happy a gal will say tt.. at least some ger still lookin for gentleman..

ARGH ! alone.. lonely.. empty.. im glad, WJG, n colleagues r there.. they always make mi day betta.. even now, when im at hm, i cant find e mood to play games.. e alone feelin is soemwhat veri overpowering.. i dunno when tis period of emo will b over.. mayb it's been ard mi since long ago, oni now become power power..

i hate it.. i hate e emo part of mi.. i hate the "tink too much" side of mi.. i hate the "believe in other easily" portion of mi..