Rewind

hmm..

i tink i wan to make a rewind, in reference to mi previous post..

hahax..

paiseh la.. change mi mind.. but, feel tt i shldnt give up soo easily, i guess??

will wait n c ba.. slowly do bit by bit.. do a total rewind, reverse, restart.. tis is really a good chance, i feel.. i dun wan to have e feelin of "zou bao" (missing the treasure)

will oni totally give up until "somethings" happen..

eh.. dun ask mi wat's e "somethings" are.. i dun tink it's apporiate to write them down here?? lol..

kk let's enuff of those emo shit.. although im really emo.. lol!

programming shiok la!! really love them.. learning C++ now, n teaching pri sch actionscript.. lol.. programming all the way!! kinda hard to let those p sch understand sia.. but bo bian.. will do mi best, since they got a teacher aka mi tt love prog de!! lol!

i tink tis post, e style of writing, v relec rite?? lots of lol, not much emo, hahax..

smile everyday?? lol..

move..

ytd start of lesson again, session2.. oni less then 2 weeks of break lo.. hahax.. but im kinda happy to get back to there.. miss e late nite.. somemore now oni 1 module, n is mi fav programming.. heee..

class is much much smaller, cos i guess there's no ppl fr yr1 de, all r bridging students.. i tink fr 90+ last session to now 40-50?? no much gers as usual hahax..

e lect hor, speak hokkien, v friendly.. n his 2 kou tou chan (pet phrase)

"Life is beautiful; Life must move on"

hmmm... tt's wat i wan to tok bout.. how irony, to hear someone else said those.. i always use those 2 sentence on mi fren..

"no matter wat happen, we still will open our eyes n look @ a brand new day.. sad oso a new day will come, happy oso will.. so y not we live each day happy n smiling?"

when i hear those sentence, i felt soo irony.. y didnt i practice wat i preach?

well, not say i totally no la.. but, emo lo.. anyway, since ytd, 1 apr, 1st lesson of e session, i made up mi mind to --> "forget it, move.."

im sure, everyone, will not like it, when u tokin to someone, tt someone reply u 1 word, or those bored sian sian reply rite? u c liao, u oso will b sianed.. u tend to tink, mayb tt person is totally not interested in tokin to u, so y r u even tokin to tt person in e 1st place.. once or twice, still okie.. but wat if continue for 2wks?? e ans is clear rite??

it's amazing how much a person can change within 2-3wks.. i felt it 1st hand.. the change is from a veri veri close fren type, to a total stranger.. n e prob is i dun even really noe wat i did.. mayb is e reply to her, mayb is wat i said to her.. mayb mayb mayb.. all assumption.. aiya heck them liao..

i was told to hang in there.. but i c no light @ all.. so, juz move on lo.. she's someone tt i really feel comfortable wif, n fr e start, so many things happened tt make mi tink, "hey mayb she's finally e one".. but still in e end, all change..

kinda make mi feel, mayb im not gonna to hv love @ all?? lol..

another lesson learnt.. how many more lesson do i nd to attend before she will finally comes?? how many more!!!!!!!! argh..

since i oreadi noe it's impossible, it's really time for mi to pick up miself, n go ahead wifout her liao.. i dunno whether i did enuff or not, or whether i did anything or not, but i really c no light.. no tt i dun wna to try...... i was happy though, for e little hope i got fr her, fr the chat i had wif her.. lol.. thks her..
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MOVE !!