Updates.. Emo Liang ~~

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time for another updates.. aniway, dun tink i'll blog as often as e start of the year.. dunno wat to blog aniway..

Been emo all these weeks.. if im not wrong, 2 wks liao.. luckily, mi emo tis time rd is not quiet n face black, but most of time is im acting really crazy.. if u noe mi well enuff, or if u've been reading tis blog, i tink u can oreadi guess wat's bothering mi.. hahax.. e oni 1 thing tt can really can mi emo till soo jialat..

all start after e iron man show (fri 02 may).. watched it wif hong n des.. e show was gr8 !! well, we finished e show nearing 12am, e 2 dun wan to sit down n tok tok, wan to go hm.. a few of mi colleagues was near tiong, ask them to call mi if they wan to makan, no call in e end.. while walking back, called mp, asking her whether wan to come down tok tok, she busy on a call.. reach hm, thought can play wow, but mi bro using e com, n dun wan to let me use.. WTF !!

all e alone feelin juz comes up to mi.. felt soo alone, lonely, empty, etc.. yes yes yes.. im despo.. hahax.. frens, i got a gd bunch, n coupled wif mi crazy n fun loving colleagues, my social life is prefect in most ppl eyes, but it's juz tt i always felt they can oni b wif mi till soo much.. it'll b totally different fr gf.. i really felt soo alone tt nite.. no one @ all..

another week started.. got 4 new ppl come in e previous fri.. then got 1 ger, oso in no rs b4 de, n tis started another scandal for mi.. wat the.. hey, if im handsome n fit, i tink e ger wun tt mind being tease de lor.. BUT IM NOT !! yes, i've always said, other ppl happy jiu hao, u wan to tease mi go ahead, dun tease till too jialat, i'll even join in wif they.. somemore suay suay thing is, e new ger, age is e same, n name is similar to another of mi previous scandal !!

colleagues keep yaking n yaking all day long.. wah so sianed.. dunno how to stop them sia.. even if i really like tt ger(which im not), wif all their teasing, e ger will sure hate mi de lor.. when fri we all go prawning, they keep trying to push mi to her.. n really can c, when mi n her stand tgt, n someone start teasing, she will juz immediate walk away.. again i dun mind ppl teasing mi, if it makes u happy when teasing mi, y not?? go ahead.. but when e teasing start affecting other ppl, i not happy liao..

it was during then, i started to use mi colleagues ears to kb all mi emo stuffs.. well, same thing all over again, jiayou, take e 1st step, etc, etc.. argh !! will tok bout tis thing more below..

wed we got e basketball comp, n another colleague come back to watch them play, n wat u noe, tis colleague is my 1st can scandal.. hahax.. n e same thing happened.. they started teasing, AGAIN !!.. again i oso got pissed off, but this time rd, mi n scandal juz join in, acting like a couple.. wahaha.. a bit funny come to tink of it..

well, all these teasing n scandaling makes mi emo even more.. im a veri easily EMO guy, im veri despo, so a bit of these kinda teasing will mi tink a lot.. juz when i started to feel e loneliness of being single, a new scandal started.. tink n tink n tink.. making mi even worst..

gentleman.. r gals in sg still lookin for tis kinda guys?? i always believe i muz b a gentleman, showing care n concern to a gal.. for a man to hit a women, tease them, disturb them, regardless of whether playing or not, i c liao i cant tahan.. but somehow, i felt tt e gals ard mi seems to like it.. hahax.. for mi i can nv bring miself to do these kinda things..



i still got somemore i wan to post up, but cant rmb wat to type.. once i rmb, i'll up them.. breakfast time..

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continue to wat i post in the morn..

haiz.. still alone, still lonely.. wan to be gentleman, i tink im 1, but whu is there to c??

tokin to them on fri prawning, they told mi, again, wat's inside impt.. ya rite.. whu's there to c.. before we left for e prawning, ash wan tryin to promote mi to scandal, but so wat if im really tt gd?? whu will c, whu will feel, n whu will really understand.. i noe WJG n mp r those few whu can c e gd side of mi, but i wan the "she" to c.. where is "she"..

another female colleague also say guy muz b gentleman.. hahax.. felt kinda happy a gal will say tt.. at least some ger still lookin for gentleman..

ARGH ! alone.. lonely.. empty.. im glad, WJG, n colleagues r there.. they always make mi day betta.. even now, when im at hm, i cant find e mood to play games.. e alone feelin is soemwhat veri overpowering.. i dunno when tis period of emo will b over.. mayb it's been ard mi since long ago, oni now become power power..

i hate it.. i hate e emo part of mi.. i hate the "tink too much" side of mi.. i hate the "believe in other easily" portion of mi..