not raining, not cats n dogs, not thunderstorm.. juz drizzling
it's calm, it's cooling.. the few droplets of rain, falling on to u.. it might b a sign of a big rain is coming, but it oso might b a sign, tt sunny day is coming..
mayb tt's how i feelin now.. i wan to break down, but i cant.. i wan to look towards sunny day, but doesnt seems to b coming.. kinda caught in da middle..
work is getting tough.. due to a lack of manpower, everyone in PET seems to b covering much more than usual.. Flash all e way for mi.. photoshop skills sux, but i'll trying hard to learn n practice b4 i go down to sch.. RI is a big headache for mi.. basic animation flash, i can, but actionscripting?? haiz.. stress.. somemore now confirmed ngee ann poly is mine, n it start nx wk.. dreamweaver.. it's really a gd learning exp for mi, n i noe i'll sure learn a lot fr it, but i kinda low confidence in miself.. wander will i let papa felix down or not..
personal life? dunno lar.. work, game, eat, slp? i guess tt's bout it.. the feelin of loneliness lor.. eka was asking, "how do u noe when a guy/ger likes u?" then felix pass e Q ard, all i can reply is "ask mi for wat? i nv in rs b4.." hahax.. on e bus back, the feeling of loneliness juz overcome mi.. mayb tis is a selfish thoughts, but tis is da kind of time, when i really wish that someone is there, not a frenz, but somemore much more then frenz..
seriously, i dun wan to tink bout tis love/rs thingy, animore.. juz let mi drown miself in work, i suppose.. thks gdness i'll always hv WJG, mp, a few others beside mi.. arbo i sure go NUH Ward 12 (ward for mental probs)..
it's still drizzling.. it's a bit cold.. it's wet.. thunderstorm or sunny? wat will come nx?
P.S. tt's e 2 reason y i put drizzling in mi nick, bit stress @ work, n feelin of loneliness, nuthing to do wif anione.. n i oreadi decided to put it, even b4 i noe.....
