bout me.. i dunno whu am i liao

lots of things really in mi head since last mon, actually oni 1 thing ba, but big thing..

some of u might really tink, hey, ur prob is juz a small one, dun tink so much bo liao..

everyone c different problems differently. .yes, i agree, my prob is veri small case de, i tink some might not every gif a shit bout tis kinda of prob.. but hey, tis is me, n tis prob is really veri VERI big to mi..

i like to thanks those fren tt oso support to mi when i told them, even though some helps r veri little, or some tink tt im veri bo liao.. special thks really goes out to hong n mp, thanks to u 2, u 2 help mi calm down a lot.. THANKS !!

aniway, regardling mi prob, hahax.. if u noe mi well enuff, i tink the oni thing tt will gimme lots of probs is BGR??

hahax.. i now can c most tt reading bout it start cursing mi.. yup, i dun hv a gf, n yup, i nv hv 1 b4, so how is tis BGR thingy affecting mi ??

it's been like 3+ yrs since i last fall into tt hole.. tis time rd, i dun really noe, i dunno wat im tinking, or wat i shld b tinkin.. it's really veri *($$#.. i dunno wat she did, r hints, or juz frens, etc.. i really dunno how to differentate liao.. even if she oni meant fren, i tink i oreadi fallen for her.. 22yrs liao, nv once i've been attached.. kena rejected b4, n dun c y tis time is not e same.. mayb i shld keep the present status quo wif her.. hahax..

it's veri long story lar.. i oso dun intend to say to other ppl liao.. im impatient, i tink too much, i not confidence, blah blah blah.. hey, if i dun do tt, im not wei liang.. tt's me..

another yr is goin to pass, but things still remind the same.. it never seems to change.. it's sad, it's affecting mi.. but wat can i do?? i'll continue to do my best, but then again, it seems everything i do, will in the end come to a naught..

3 more days to last day of tis yr, 4 more days to 1st day of nx yr, n 2 more days to nx wk..

poem.. liang

juz dig out a newspaper article, dated 2nd Apr 2002, New Paper. It contain a poem, or watever it's known as..

Movin' On

i have been waiting so long for you,
hoping that one day,
my dream for us will come true.
after some time, still no progress
i was so sad, i got possessed.
we're not together,
i wish we were.
then i found out you've chosen her.
you hurt my feelings and made me cry.
i just don't know why
i continue to try.
"things won't work out"
is all you ever say.
i guess that's why i'm feeling this way
this is all because of you
no doubt in my mind,
so go break another heart, go make another friend.
i'm walking away; i'm never turning around,
but i do thank you for this strength i've found.

Nicole Kathy Estrop


wat do you think bout it?? guys that break gals heart.. F them.. condemn them.. hahax..

well i too sterotype liao rite?? sometimes is really bo bian de.. no feeling liao.. y drag?? it'll oni hurt both parties.. but, we still muz make an effort to salvage from it.. it's like a miracle for 2 person to come tgt, we couldn't say, no feelin, break up lor.. use it oni as a last resort..

but if u really used tt last resort, really forget bout him/her.. dun torture yourself n him/her.. let it go.. you'll find a better one out there..

move on.. there's someone out there, quietly, but surely, waiting for u..

thoughts..... liang

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seriously.. dun wait if u always wanted to do something
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go do it.. no matter hw busy u are.
: ј.α.η.є : says:
if u wan to say something tat u think is so not impt. or tat person wont mind.. rem to do it
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dun wait
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nobody knows wat happen tmr
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if today is ur last day on earth
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wat is the thing u wan to do
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how would u spend the last few hours?
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dun be too busy with ur life ok
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enjoy every moment.. when u walk home.. on the way to work.. dun rush
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enjoy the sky.. and sun.. the grass,,, the trees.. the people.. everything.. and be thankful tat u have them ard u..
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be thankful in everything u have.. be contented.. and u will be very happy and will not grumble le

if you hv read the above, spend a few mins, give it some thoughts..

cherish everyone around you