????? summer but no snow..

kena depress for no apparent reason.. close program without realising, and nv save, nd to redo everything.. ipod battery die on mi.. wait 20min for bus hm..

ARGH !!

juz feelin veri sian all of sudden.. lucky got ernest.. wasted his 30min tok time.. hehex.. felt better after chattin wif him, but still depress..

less then 3 mths to 22yrs.. still nuthin.. WTF !!

ARGH !!

News FLASH !! ~ liang ~

tmd.. tis the 3rd time im writing tis.............

6wks into mi 1st job.. loving it.. teaching + IT is simply wonderful.. tired.. if no kopi in the morn or redbull, sure KO by 2230 everynite.. hahax..

dun tink im rich bcos of job.. im in huge debt, thx mi to poly fees.. CPF stole 500 buck fr mi each mths.. haiz.. envy those whose parents help them pay for the fees liao..hahax

I GOT MI HUNTER TO LVL70 !! lol.. v happy bout it.. got time i'll paste a screenshot of mi gettin to 70.. :P now tryin hard to earn the 5k needed to buy a flyin dragon aka netherdrake.. oni got 0.95k now.. target is b4 mi bdae hong n mi muz get it..

went to SIM open house wif hong, ling, alex 2 sats ago.. studies.. haiz.. no money.. mayb nx yr ba.. ard 2yrs since i last saw alex, no change..

Fish n Co wif bryan des hong for hong ORD celebration, even though he hvnt get his IC at tt time.. delicious, but it cost 25.. OUCH !! tt's enuff to feed mi for a workin wk !! hahax.. jiu jiu 1 time..

a funny thing.. a few wks ago, at ard 0030, i sent out some gdnite msg.. 5min ltr, mi phone rang, n e caller is 1 of the person tt i sent e msg to.. when i pick up, the 1ast thing i heard was "OH SHIT !!".. i was like "??????" she ltr clear up wif mi, tellin mi she accidentetly do a auto call back after she view the msg, n oni realise it when she hear mi voice over the phone.. LOL

a wrong call, but in the end we tok on the phone for 1hr.. hahax

wat the above prove?? catch up wif ur frens more, if not, u'll b missing out a lot..

Hv a nice day :D

Lost in Polaris

*PoLaRiS*

Hi guys.. finally i took the time to pin down my tots. Having read blog entries by jy, ernest, wl.. Finalli managed to shake off my laziness.

1st of all, the current yuling actually is v v sad now. Mayb due to work stress, nt doin well in my new job, n as well as relationship. Had my 2nd report of shortage again. If i'm gg to have the 3rd one.. I tink i might be on the verge of getting fired. :( N now also dunno if my bonus has flown away. That will be like.. *ouch* sobz...

Relationship wise, nuthin to say. Have been searching for the antidote to cure my heartache. In a confusion state. All these seems to be weighing on me. After several tots, did consider b4 of gg to part time study n part time working. earn a degree, go be SIA girl earn some few bucks n settle down on a much stress free work. Or otherwise, be SIA girl earn those few bucks, den relax, part time study part time work. However, heard from my frens, need to be bonded 5 yrs! hmm.. kinda long... by e time how old le.

Y did i consider of being SIA girl, hmm.. it's a profession which oni can be done once in ur youth. Earn big bucks, travel ard the world. N.. might b a form of escaping from wat i'm facing now.
However, there r things i need to consider as well.. my eski is 1 resposibility, my time wif my frens n family. Thinking of all these always make me headache. There's not much time left to ponder as well. Youth's running~~ Any comments?

***~so lost~***