Lost in Polaris

*PoLaRiS*

Hi guys.. finally i took the time to pin down my tots. Having read blog entries by jy, ernest, wl.. Finalli managed to shake off my laziness.

1st of all, the current yuling actually is v v sad now. Mayb due to work stress, nt doin well in my new job, n as well as relationship. Had my 2nd report of shortage again. If i'm gg to have the 3rd one.. I tink i might be on the verge of getting fired. :( N now also dunno if my bonus has flown away. That will be like.. *ouch* sobz...

Relationship wise, nuthin to say. Have been searching for the antidote to cure my heartache. In a confusion state. All these seems to be weighing on me. After several tots, did consider b4 of gg to part time study n part time working. earn a degree, go be SIA girl earn some few bucks n settle down on a much stress free work. Or otherwise, be SIA girl earn those few bucks, den relax, part time study part time work. However, heard from my frens, need to be bonded 5 yrs! hmm.. kinda long... by e time how old le.

Y did i consider of being SIA girl, hmm.. it's a profession which oni can be done once in ur youth. Earn big bucks, travel ard the world. N.. might b a form of escaping from wat i'm facing now.
However, there r things i need to consider as well.. my eski is 1 resposibility, my time wif my frens n family. Thinking of all these always make me headache. There's not much time left to ponder as well. Youth's running~~ Any comments?

***~so lost~***