run

wooo! 1 more wk to nike city 10k race! hmm.. soooo hopefully i can clear it within 2hrs.. my stamina really sux, big time, n im not joking.. REALLY !! im gonna run everyday now, to let my muscle get use to the running mode... must... do.... it.......

in

had my 1st visit to marina bay sands last sat.. mi uncle treat mi whole family to the buffet there.. not bad, i will give 4/5 stars, but i feel $80+ per person is too high.. hahax.. to anyone tt wan to try, go ahead, but the pricing might put u back..

while makanin, i got this feeling "woah i dun tink im in sg, sg got tis kinda place meh??" really chio sia, amazing place.. cant wait for the WJG MBS hotel retreat during nov heeeee WOOT !

for those tt hv went there b4, out of the shoppes, there's this round semi sphere in the floor.. do u know, when u speak into it, the curve of the sphere will send the sound wave to the other side, which i believe is more than 5 metre long?? DAMN COOL !!

ppl can also try to throw coin, hit the hole in e middle, n drop down to the fountain below.. hmm.. being the superstitious me, of cse i will not let the chance go off, without making a wish before throwing.. i hit it, twice.. 1st time, i was alone.. make a wish, surprise it goes in, not serious in making the wish.. 2nd time it goes in, i wan to make a wish, but nuthing really specific, so making e same wish, didnt realise it goes in, until mi bro on e other side told me..

n in e middle of the 2 coin goes in, i went to the end, where the river is.. amazing view, n i make a vow/wish/agreement/etc with miself, to the amazing view.. hmm.....

It goes in !! will it come true?? hmm..

ps: omg 25 in less than 2mth !! *sianzation*

quote

heard this during a course i was attending.. very creative..

"my stomach is in conflict with my brain"

spend

woah i spent a lot this month !

1) got insurance
2) usually high num of dinner outside
3) nike+ race
4) ipod nano !!!

2, 4 r kinda waste money, esp 4.. i oreadi hv a ipod shuffle, in working con, but yet i gave in to my want n desire, n got another ipod but, I LOVE IT !! wahaha.. although it's ex, but the 228 i felt is well spend.. then again, waste money.. this yr no more gadget, other than iphone4 white!! =x

sunday

it's SUNDAY !! which means mon is coming.. hahax...

long wkend is good, met with poly fren, although not my class, n went to JB whole day.. kinda shiok.. pictures taken over there was great..

nd to wake up my bloody idea, seriously.. kinda feel im getting off track sometimes, n really getting worst..

"而我已经分不清, 你是友情, 还是错过的爱情"
"i cant differentiate, whether you are friendship, or the love that i had missed.."

RUN RUN RUN !! run all those stoopid ideas off my head !! (joined nike city 10k race, promise to run 4 times tis wk, i oni did 3 =x)

quote

"if you like someone, you should let him/her know.. you will not want to miss the opportunity and live in regrets.."

yawns

it's 0732 now on a sat.. gonna b a busy n unpredictable sat.. y??

1) im working !! yawnz..
2) students joined a competition n they are goin to pitch the idea to the judge.. wanted to go there support them, but too bad due to the event below i dun tink i can....
3) alert amber!! advance party!! rumor!! today!! need to be on stand by lo, gonna juz wait by ny phone, and wait n wait..
4) IT fair? new ipod nano?? tonite?? hmm...

thing i learnt bout myself this wk, is that i will feel DAMN bad if i ever regret doin something(last sat), and although it's resolve totally(last wed), the whole period in middle im totally feelin sucky.. really hope thing kinda thing dun happened again

spooky, coming back from lunch, walkin along the road, my phone rang, i look, it from my colleague, but then she's juz walkin 2 people away from my right.. i asked her y she call me, mayb she accidentally press, but here's the weird thing.... she's hanging her phone from her neck, her phone is in keylock mode, n she's not playing with her phone tt's for sure............. hmm...

lastly, hmm.. i really nd someone or something to knock me head, n like wat i told hong, "wake up my bloody idea".. things revert back to norm.. argh.. i need to clear my head !!!

lecture

hmm.. due to ern n s90, i was tinkin, shld i start my own photo blog?? hahax.. we will c..

this wk kinda happy wk...

- ern n ling commented tt my photos are good! heeeeeee
- a teacher commented tt my current job n position is great for my age :P

the e happiest, n im kinda glad i did good, was after 3yrs in this job, for the 1st time, i gave a lecture in JC.

yea lecture! not my typical com lab-based lesson to 40 kids, but in LT n auditorium to 100-200+ JC students! woah the feeling is amazing !! it's soo shiok !! the feeling of standing in front of soo many ppl, all listening to u, delivering a good lecture, and most imptly making them laugh, woah it's really unbelieveable !! 3 lectures of an hr each conducted, end of day i was soo tired n no voice (i didnt bother to use mike, even when i was in e auditorium), it's really an eye opening expierence in which i will confirm wan to do it again! one of the students even commented that my lect is good, and i shld do the same lect to their lecturers! LOL ~~~

ps.. woot im doin good in "that", 1wk onwards, im doin good.. jiayou !

pop

woah nearly 1 yr since my last post lol..

similar to my long ago previous post, i will update bout myself here..

grad, phew.. spam filter for fyp, that period is totally mad !! finally over June 2010 weee !! result not really tt good, but just glad it's finally over.. 1.5yrs of pain.. nx up, masters!! hahax..

got miself Canon powershot S90 2 days ago.. yaya i know lots of ppl say shld get DSLR, but i simply dun hv e money to buy, dun wan to waste so much when im still sooo amauterish, and i wan something small for mi to bring ard anytime anywhere.. anyway, IT'S SO DAMN GOOD !! OMG !! semi-pro compact cam, machiam like dslr, but without the lens oni hahax.. the pic is sooo good!! *love* mayb i will follow ern and start my own photo blog lol..

restart my driving, 2 lesson done.. i chicken out, taking auto now.. yaya again i noe ppl will nag me say im whim, i lousy not to take maunal, but well I DUN CARE lol.. love auto sia !! sooo easy compared to manual !! makes me really wan to buy a car when i pass heeeee.. target: get liensce b4 bdae !!

2nd reservist during mid july, 2wks high key.. it good, 2wks no nd use brain, 2wks no go work, 2wks dun nd to tink work hahax.. good to catch up with those bunch of guys after a yr.. looking forward to the nx one :P this holiday is really worth it

had a mini breakdown during apr.. 1st time in my life.. partly due to work, n due to some changing of life goal.. in e end, i go back to tt goal of mine hahax.. it's scary though, tt period.. =x

work is still oki i guess.. hv hope fr my superiors, but still kinda dunno what i wan.. so for now, i will still do my best, n get the money n recongnition i can get wahaha !!

the rest i tink too far away for mi to rmb n recap.. if possible i will wan to do a monthly update ba, if not lots of things will miss out..

lastly, the title of this post.. pop.. it's not an acromyn, the sound, the sound where u hear when a balloon or bubble burst.. last wk was an surreal week.. i was planning to up a post last wk, but in e end didnt.. if i did up 1 last week, i guess the post n this post will b sooo much different..

i had a dream on wed nite, i can rmb it totally, including the ppl and their faces.. to summrise, "someone is waiting for me, yet i cant deliver.. something that i was waiting for, for nearly the whole of my life, yet i let it slip away"

my last wkday ends with an revelation.. it was somewhat a shocker to me, stun me for the nite.. I got to know of something, be it delibrate, or accidental, i know it.. of cse i will not type out the full story here, but to tink on e bright side, it could be a very good wake up call, to slap to the face, and for my last bubble of hope, to burst.. *pop*

im working hard to keep the burst bubble from reforming, well i guess im doing a good job till now lol..

Cheers everyone, SMILE MORE !!

ding

DING! in wow term, whenever you "Ding!", means you level up.. lol..

hv i lvl up?? eh.. confirm la.. we learn everyday.. if i say i nv learn anything since my last post, alamak!! wat have i been doin!! wahaha..

updates bout mi..

WORK - eh.. omg so much changes.. should i stay, or should i go?? lol.. i will really tink bout tis topic when yr end comes.. in mi dept, im e "oldest" liao, as in in the dept e longest.. n yup, i tink due to tis, i was promoted (finally!! %^!@#%!) still lots of troubles and shit in work, no longer the old PET tt were when i juz came.. haix.. but still, i will do mi job well..... i guess?? hahax.. :P

RELATIONSHIP - lol.. even more lol.. nil, period, end of story.. =x

FREN - hmm.. some altercation wif 1, whos rite whos wrong, depend on how 1 wan to c.. i will nv say im totally right, but still, im not wrong.. hahax.. time will tell.. other than tt, HEY WJG !!! i dunno how many of u will b looking @ tis, I WAN TO TIMBRE PIZZA !! ya ya.. my treat.. hehehex

HEALTH - eh.. due to spending 170 last yr on nike lunar trainer, and 100 last wkend on nike+ sportsband, im FINALLY into running.. ran for 2 straight days.. omg tis is a mircale!! hahax.. wander how long this will last hmmmm.... :P

STUDY - wah.. yr3 is crazy.. started yr3 in july.. e intensive lectures and all the assignment r really crazy.. n everything r soo tough!! haix.. no longer hope for high grades liao, juz hope that i can pass both.. Distributed System and Network Security... MUST PASS !! I GOT NO MONEY TO RETAKE THEM !!.. 1 more wk of mi 1.5wks of holiday b4 the start of new term..

OTHERS - hmm to wrap up.. hmm.. hmmmmm.. well owen's wonderful last sec goal ytd nite lol.. all hail MAN U !! WOOT!!

im still the same old mi, emo, trying to smile everyday, asking ppl to be happy.. hahax.. some of the old thoughts, even though some time liao, i tink they still remain there.. i hope by starting to run, not only it can help mi lose weight, but most impt, it will help mi stay refresh, for the work n studies, and oso, help mi clear mi mind of unnessessary stuff.. heee

well, everyone, SMILE =D