wat to do?? blame mi luck lo..

argh freakin PISSED OFF.. n it's worst then u r PISSED OFF but u cant blame anione..

i can oni blame it on mi luck................

tmd tmd.. at 1st fri got 2 sch, then both canceled.. 2 replacement comes up, so i choose 1 to cover.................. holy shit..

it's 12-10.. 12PM TO 10PM WTF !!.. @#!%$^&!#@

the worst thing is got PET BBQ.. AND IM GONNA MISS THE BULK OF IT DUE TO TIS STOOPID TILL 10PM REPLACEMENT !!!!!!

im now @ the sch, practically doin nuthing.. juz sitting back n wait for things to happen then i go help.. n if i wan to go down ltr, i nd to take cab down, which is gonna cost 20+++.. not to mention i didnt had mi dinner, they starting their bbq @ 8pm..

ARGH !!!! .. i dun mind food.. i MIND THE FUN !! IM GONNA MISS OUT!!

now im really veri sianed liao lar.. e cab fare, go down there with the feeling of being left out, missing out soo much.. i dunno wan to go or not liao..

freakin fREAKIN FREAK !! other than mi luck, I DUNNO WAT TO SAY LIAO LAR ~~~~~~ y do tis kinda thing always happened to mi.. think of plan, think of wat's gonna happened, think of all the fun, but the plan sure kena destroyed in the end, someway, somehow...

wat a way to end my week...... wtf...

tmr then i post bout the rest of tis week, the gd thing bout tis week.. but seriously i damn pissed off bout mi suayness.. the oni light i can c in tis suayness is, well, 1 of PET muz do this.. rather mi then e ani of the rest rite ?

another week.. sch reopen~~

had a crazy n fun 2 wks, thx to SEP (skills enhancement program).. tis is where trainers at sch comes back for training, conducted by PETs.. saw lots of familiar faces, so nice to c them hahax..

had a ULTIMATE TIME during e sentosa trip.. too long to describe, juz amazingly fun.. hope to hv more of tis :P

ashlynn is finally gone.. our dear pretty ash ash had left us.. the empty seat of yours, the funny laughter created by u, ur flying "qi zai", etc.. PET will always miss u, n u'll always be a PET.. BEST OF LUCK IN YOUR NEW JOB !!

getting into emo mode again starting on thurs n fri.. well, if ani of mi colleagues reading tis, im not emo cos of mi SEP class (actionscript 3.0), although it's somehow a disaster.. =x lots of ppl dun understand, n i seriously think no one can, except mi =x =x =x

aniway, emo emo emo.. stoopid emo-ing.. i emo oreadi sad liao, i felt even more sad when i saw my frenz oso emo-ing.. not 1, not 2, but 3.. haiz.. well, at least their problems is more MORE real them mine.. =x.. *hope your problems are solved*

- to the person whu hope seems to b finally dashed --> look forward to the next hope.. learn from tis one, n pick urself up.. i strongly believe, u'll find a better one
- to the person whu seems lost n e next step --> let ur feelings out, dun b afraid.. once they r out, u might b more clear, n hopefully, u'll find e light in e end of the tunnel..
- to the person tt's missing e other half --> hang in there, oni a wk to go, u can do it de.. :D

well, seems like i noe wat to say for other ppl, but yet, i dunno how n wat to say to myself.. e oni thing i can say is "stop tinking", but yet i cant stop.. i've encountered lots, frenz wif lots, n seems like those tt i feel, "hey, she's a good ger", r oreadi attached =x wahahax.. i definitely wun try to chase those whu r oreadi attached, partly cos i feel i confirm cant win =x but yet, they r really veri gd.. in a sense tt, i will tink n tink.. haiz..

stop these tinking of mine.. i really nd to stop it, else it'll definitely affect my life.. work getting more, setting more targets in wow, goin out wif frenz much more than in e past, n yet all those, cant filled up mi brain enuff to stop tinking..

sch reopens tmr.. everyone will be getting busy.. e fun n crazy 2 weeks is finally over.. i've fully taken over fr ash ash, meaning my workload will increase, n of course i dun mind, i wan them de.. at least i can prove myself, i'll prove myself.. n i hope all these work will b enuff to fill e idiotic free space in my brain..
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pls stop tinking liao

ARGH !! stop tinkin !!

ARGH !! mi brain is tinkin too much !! WTF !! i dun wan to tink bout these thing !!

nd e outlet to say out all these BS, but all mi ears NO ARD TO LISTEN !! omg wat a torture ! $*#$5^&

someone pls gimme a KO !!

confusing chemistry..

june is upon us !! woot.. hell wk is over.. no sch for tis wk shiok, but busy busy wo.. some updates..

-ashlynn leavin PET !! :"( wat a sad news sia.. one of e main laughter creator in e office lo.. wifout her, we all sure quiet down a lot.. =x.. n not to mention her double mazda 6.. no more zoom zoom !!

-since ash is leaving, im taking over most of her task, aka billing, admin, trainer "papa", etc.. somehow a "promotion" for mi?? hehex.. more work == more stress but oso == more chance to prove miself.. dun worry felix and PET, hv faith in mi, i'll put in mi best n will confirm do a GREAT job !!

-welcome 2 new members, carol n fiOh, to PET.. finally felix *ahmen mi too* complete e target of adding 2 new gals to e team, but too bad ash is leavin, so somehow we still lack of 1?? FELIX !!

-fri PET dinner @ marche is simply wonderful.. last time i eat @ marche was during poly yr2 class outing.. both time is other treating hehehex..

-sat go eat pastamania (hong, ern, des, me) upsize.. can die.. nv knew their "upsize" portion is soooo much.. =x

-finally had chat wif mp on sat, till 2+am.. can b longer de, but thx to those stoopid, irritating, no life, no future lower sec chao ah beng n ah lian sitting beside us..... curse them.. =x

-mon forgot to bring mi harddisk to work, n tues realise i lost mi access pass.. sianed.. n jac even say, "hmm, so tmr, wat's next??".. THX JAC.. but heng todae nuthing forgot or lost hehex..

here comes e "title" part..
some Q i've ask hong n ern.. n pls note tt e chemistry is not bout CU2SO4, science, or tt jap duo, im meaning chemistry between 2 ppl.. How well 2 person can tok to each other, never ending topics, noe each other veri well, tink e same way, etc..

1) What you tink bout chemistry?
2) How impt isit to you?
3) Will you wan chemistry to be oreadi exist between you n e gal b4 you tink bout whether wan to chase her?
4) If there's totally none, or oni a tiny weenie bit, and if you really wan to chase tt gal, will you work hard in tryin to create the chemistry between you 2?
5) If you try to find e chemistry, but after sometime, u felt tt there's still not much of a improvement, what will you do? try even harder, or juz forget bout it?
6) What if there's oreadi someone which you tink you hv lots of chemistry liao.. what will u do?

yup.. i tink tt's e 6 Q i ask them.. they both replied bout e same as mi..

chemisty, impt to mi of cse.. i like to tok, i always wan someone to b there to listen to my joy n sadness, n i always hope i can b there for someone who wan to share their joy n sadness with me.. if no chem, how can tok?? hong, mp, ern.. mi 3 main ears now.. hahaax..

now here's e confusing part.. im confusing myself.. i hope tt e "her" is someone whose willing to do tt, n vice versa, so definitely chem muz b there.. but when i ask myself tt 6 Q above, i cant really give myself a definite ans once i reach the last Q5 n Q6..

im still wandering, trying to put in effort or something, so tt i can find e target im looking for.. but when tt 6 Q appears, i dunno what im doing, or what i shld b doing.. im lost..

yes, i tink if anione is reading tis, he/she shld b veri blur by wat i've type.. believe mi, im oso veri confused n blur..

so, if u are reading tis, tt 6 Q, what will be your ans?