i wonder....

hmm.. i wonder if she noe of tis blog.. i wonder if she noe, does she ever look closely @ wat i type.. i wonder if she read, does she noe im tokin bout her? i wonder if she noe im tokin bout her, wat is she feeling ??

i can only wonder..............

10 more min b4 my class is goin to start.. im veri thankful that im hvin class every afternoon.. during class, although those naughty kids will pissed mi off badly, n i'll shout n scold them, sometime @ the top of my voice.. but, it really makes mi forget.. even though after lesson end, i'll still rmb, but at least i wun feel so much liao.. n im really happy bout tis..

like i said in mi previous post, the one i like, like someone else, n the oni thing i can do now, i wish for her to b happy.. Felix said, that is the top excuse guys will use, but is tis really an excuse? if tis is an excuse, then wat shld i do?? totally stop tokin to her, n lose another fren? when u love someone, doesnt tt means u want him/her to b happy, no matter wat?

well, i dun tink most will tink tt way ba.. "if i wan him/her to b happy, i ALSO wan to b happy"

hahax.. definitely not my way of tinkin..

she told mi lots bout tt guy, n i gif her advice n suggestion too.. hahax.. am i stoopid? i rmb mp once tellin mi tt im veri stoopid to zhu fu them.. i dunno i shld HATE myself, or i shld be PROUD of myself..

bo bian lar.. i not happy so? does anyone really care?? now i live for tis motto, "ppl happy, i'll b happy. i sad is enuff, pls make everyone ard mi happy"

clinging on the a tiny hope tt things will change in the future?? lol.. i'll laugh @ it.. HAIZ..

well, i shld be praying now tt a new one will come? or mayb she'll hv a change of heart?? even more LOL..




i wonder.........