early morning.. liang

not 9 yet.. hahax.. early rite..

rmb wat i tell ernest ytd.. he asked mi, if the gal i like, wan to oni b like bro n sis, wat will i do? my reply to him was

"well, if i love someone, i would wan her to be happy.. even in the end im not the one she chosen, i'll gif her my full blessing.. loving someone means wanting her to be happy, always.. i wun say tt if she dun choose mi, i wun even wan to tok to her in the future.. we still can b gd fren de.."

ernest say guys seldom will do wat i said.. lol..

but.. tt's e case now lar.. it's hurting to c e one u love, love someone else.. but wat to do? tis kind of pain is self-inflicted.. relationship need 2 hands to clap..

im not e kind tt say, forget n i'll forget.. when i like someone, it's a big issue to mi.. i wun change heart easy.. it's really hard for mi to forget someone, really hard.. when i fall for someone, i will love her wif all my heart.. mayb tt's why it's so hard for mi to let go..

im still clinging to tis tiny little hope, tt time will prove to her tt i'll b e one.. well, i dun c tt will goin to happen.. i really tink too much..

*cross finger n pray*