bout me.. i dunno whu am i liao

lots of things really in mi head since last mon, actually oni 1 thing ba, but big thing..

some of u might really tink, hey, ur prob is juz a small one, dun tink so much bo liao..

everyone c different problems differently. .yes, i agree, my prob is veri small case de, i tink some might not every gif a shit bout tis kinda of prob.. but hey, tis is me, n tis prob is really veri VERI big to mi..

i like to thanks those fren tt oso support to mi when i told them, even though some helps r veri little, or some tink tt im veri bo liao.. special thks really goes out to hong n mp, thanks to u 2, u 2 help mi calm down a lot.. THANKS !!

aniway, regardling mi prob, hahax.. if u noe mi well enuff, i tink the oni thing tt will gimme lots of probs is BGR??

hahax.. i now can c most tt reading bout it start cursing mi.. yup, i dun hv a gf, n yup, i nv hv 1 b4, so how is tis BGR thingy affecting mi ??

it's been like 3+ yrs since i last fall into tt hole.. tis time rd, i dun really noe, i dunno wat im tinking, or wat i shld b tinkin.. it's really veri *($$#.. i dunno wat she did, r hints, or juz frens, etc.. i really dunno how to differentate liao.. even if she oni meant fren, i tink i oreadi fallen for her.. 22yrs liao, nv once i've been attached.. kena rejected b4, n dun c y tis time is not e same.. mayb i shld keep the present status quo wif her.. hahax..

it's veri long story lar.. i oso dun intend to say to other ppl liao.. im impatient, i tink too much, i not confidence, blah blah blah.. hey, if i dun do tt, im not wei liang.. tt's me..

another yr is goin to pass, but things still remind the same.. it never seems to change.. it's sad, it's affecting mi.. but wat can i do?? i'll continue to do my best, but then again, it seems everything i do, will in the end come to a naught..

3 more days to last day of tis yr, 4 more days to 1st day of nx yr, n 2 more days to nx wk..