Wu Jing Gang happening

run

2010-10-17T21:47:00.001+08:00

wooo! 1 more wk to nike city 10k race! hmm.. soooo hopefully i can clear it within 2hrs.. my stamina really sux, big time, n im not joking.. REALLY !! im gonna run everyday now, to let my muscle get use to the running mode... must... do.... it.......

in

2010-10-05T21:28:00.003+08:00

had my 1st visit to marina bay sands last sat.. mi uncle treat mi whole family to the buffet there.. not bad, i will give 4/5 stars, but i feel $80+ per person is too high.. hahax.. to anyone tt wan to try, go ahead, but the pricing might put u back..

while makanin, i got this feeling "woah i dun tink im in sg, sg got tis kinda place meh??" really chio sia, amazing place.. cant wait for the WJG MBS hotel retreat during nov heeeee WOOT !

for those tt hv went there b4, out of the shoppes, there's this round semi sphere in the floor.. do u know, when u speak into it, the curve of the sphere will send the sound wave to the other side, which i believe is more than 5 metre long?? DAMN COOL !!

ppl can also try to throw coin, hit the hole in e middle, n drop down to the fountain below.. hmm.. being the superstitious me, of cse i will not let the chance go off, without making a wish before throwing.. i hit it, twice.. 1st time, i was alone.. make a wish, surprise it goes in, not serious in making the wish.. 2nd time it goes in, i wan to make a wish, but nuthing really specific, so making e same wish, didnt realise it goes in, until mi bro on e other side told me..

n in e middle of the 2 coin goes in, i went to the end, where the river is.. amazing view, n i make a vow/wish/agreement/etc with miself, to the amazing view.. hmm.....

It goes in !! will it come true?? hmm..

ps: omg 25 in less than 2mth !! *sianzation*

quote

2010-09-27T22:25:00.002+08:00

heard this during a course i was attending.. very creative..

"my stomach is in conflict with my brain"

spend

2010-09-22T07:51:00.002+08:00

woah i spent a lot this month !

1) got insurance
2) usually high num of dinner outside
3) nike+ race
4) ipod nano !!!

2, 4 r kinda waste money, esp 4.. i oreadi hv a ipod shuffle, in working con, but yet i gave in to my want n desire, n got another ipod but, I LOVE IT !! wahaha.. although it's ex, but the 228 i felt is well spend.. then again, waste money.. this yr no more gadget, other than iphone4 white!! =x

sunday

2010-09-12T20:38:00.003+08:00

it's SUNDAY !! which means mon is coming.. hahax...

long wkend is good, met with poly fren, although not my class, n went to JB whole day.. kinda shiok.. pictures taken over there was great..

nd to wake up my bloody idea, seriously.. kinda feel im getting off track sometimes, n really getting worst..

"而我已经分不清, 你是友情, 还是错过的爱情"
"i cant differentiate, whether you are friendship, or the love that i had missed.."

RUN RUN RUN !! run all those stoopid ideas off my head !! (joined nike city 10k race, promise to run 4 times tis wk, i oni did 3 =x)

quote

2010-09-07T21:59:00.001+08:00

"if you like someone, you should let him/her know.. you will not want to miss the opportunity and live in regrets.."

yawns

2010-09-04T07:32:00.003+08:00

it's 0732 now on a sat.. gonna b a busy n unpredictable sat.. y??

1) im working !! yawnz..
2) students joined a competition n they are goin to pitch the idea to the judge.. wanted to go there support them, but too bad due to the event below i dun tink i can....
3) alert amber!! advance party!! rumor!! today!! need to be on stand by lo, gonna juz wait by ny phone, and wait n wait..
4) IT fair? new ipod nano?? tonite?? hmm...

thing i learnt bout myself this wk, is that i will feel DAMN bad if i ever regret doin something(last sat), and although it's resolve totally(last wed), the whole period in middle im totally feelin sucky.. really hope thing kinda thing dun happened again

spooky, coming back from lunch, walkin along the road, my phone rang, i look, it from my colleague, but then she's juz walkin 2 people away from my right.. i asked her y she call me, mayb she accidentally press, but here's the weird thing.... she's hanging her phone from her neck, her phone is in keylock mode, n she's not playing with her phone tt's for sure............. hmm...

lastly, hmm.. i really nd someone or something to knock me head, n like wat i told hong, "wake up my bloody idea".. things revert back to norm.. argh.. i need to clear my head !!!

lecture

2010-08-27T23:50:00.003+08:00

hmm.. due to ern n s90, i was tinkin, shld i start my own photo blog?? hahax.. we will c..

this wk kinda happy wk...

- ern n ling commented tt my photos are good! heeeeeee
- a teacher commented tt my current job n position is great for my age :P

the e happiest, n im kinda glad i did good, was after 3yrs in this job, for the 1st time, i gave a lecture in JC.

yea lecture! not my typical com lab-based lesson to 40 kids, but in LT n auditorium to 100-200+ JC students! woah the feeling is amazing !! it's soo shiok !! the feeling of standing in front of soo many ppl, all listening to u, delivering a good lecture, and most imptly making them laugh, woah it's really unbelieveable !! 3 lectures of an hr each conducted, end of day i was soo tired n no voice (i didnt bother to use mike, even when i was in e auditorium), it's really an eye opening expierence in which i will confirm wan to do it again! one of the students even commented that my lect is good, and i shld do the same lect to their lecturers! LOL ~~~

ps.. woot im doin good in "that", 1wk onwards, im doin good.. jiayou !

pop

2010-08-23T22:21:00.005+08:00

woah nearly 1 yr since my last post lol..

similar to my long ago previous post, i will update bout myself here..

grad, phew.. spam filter for fyp, that period is totally mad !! finally over June 2010 weee !! result not really tt good, but just glad it's finally over.. 1.5yrs of pain.. nx up, masters!! hahax..

got miself Canon powershot S90 2 days ago.. yaya i know lots of ppl say shld get DSLR, but i simply dun hv e money to buy, dun wan to waste so much when im still sooo amauterish, and i wan something small for mi to bring ard anytime anywhere.. anyway, IT'S SO DAMN GOOD !! OMG !! semi-pro compact cam, machiam like dslr, but without the lens oni hahax.. the pic is sooo good!! *love* mayb i will follow ern and start my own photo blog lol..

restart my driving, 2 lesson done.. i chicken out, taking auto now.. yaya again i noe ppl will nag me say im whim, i lousy not to take maunal, but well I DUN CARE lol.. love auto sia !! sooo easy compared to manual !! makes me really wan to buy a car when i pass heeeee.. target: get liensce b4 bdae !!

2nd reservist during mid july, 2wks high key.. it good, 2wks no nd use brain, 2wks no go work, 2wks dun nd to tink work hahax.. good to catch up with those bunch of guys after a yr.. looking forward to the nx one :P this holiday is really worth it

had a mini breakdown during apr.. 1st time in my life.. partly due to work, n due to some changing of life goal.. in e end, i go back to tt goal of mine hahax.. it's scary though, tt period.. =x

work is still oki i guess.. hv hope fr my superiors, but still kinda dunno what i wan.. so for now, i will still do my best, n get the money n recongnition i can get wahaha !!

the rest i tink too far away for mi to rmb n recap.. if possible i will wan to do a monthly update ba, if not lots of things will miss out..

lastly, the title of this post.. pop.. it's not an acromyn, the sound, the sound where u hear when a balloon or bubble burst.. last wk was an surreal week.. i was planning to up a post last wk, but in e end didnt.. if i did up 1 last week, i guess the post n this post will b sooo much different..

i had a dream on wed nite, i can rmb it totally, including the ppl and their faces.. to summrise, "someone is waiting for me, yet i cant deliver.. something that i was waiting for, for nearly the whole of my life, yet i let it slip away"

my last wkday ends with an revelation.. it was somewhat a shocker to me, stun me for the nite.. I got to know of something, be it delibrate, or accidental, i know it.. of cse i will not type out the full story here, but to tink on e bright side, it could be a very good wake up call, to slap to the face, and for my last bubble of hope, to burst.. *pop*

im working hard to keep the burst bubble from reforming, well i guess im doing a good job till now lol..

Cheers everyone, SMILE MORE !!

ding

2009-09-21T21:11:00.004+08:00

DING! in wow term, whenever you "Ding!", means you level up.. lol..

hv i lvl up?? eh.. confirm la.. we learn everyday.. if i say i nv learn anything since my last post, alamak!! wat have i been doin!! wahaha..

updates bout mi..

WORK - eh.. omg so much changes.. should i stay, or should i go?? lol.. i will really tink bout tis topic when yr end comes.. in mi dept, im e "oldest" liao, as in in the dept e longest.. n yup, i tink due to tis, i was promoted (finally!! %^!@#%!) still lots of troubles and shit in work, no longer the old PET tt were when i juz came.. haix.. but still, i will do mi job well..... i guess?? hahax.. :P

RELATIONSHIP - lol.. even more lol.. nil, period, end of story.. =x

FREN - hmm.. some altercation wif 1, whos rite whos wrong, depend on how 1 wan to c.. i will nv say im totally right, but still, im not wrong.. hahax.. time will tell.. other than tt, HEY WJG !!! i dunno how many of u will b looking @ tis, I WAN TO TIMBRE PIZZA !! ya ya.. my treat.. hehehex

HEALTH - eh.. due to spending 170 last yr on nike lunar trainer, and 100 last wkend on nike+ sportsband, im FINALLY into running.. ran for 2 straight days.. omg tis is a mircale!! hahax.. wander how long this will last hmmmm.... :P

STUDY - wah.. yr3 is crazy.. started yr3 in july.. e intensive lectures and all the assignment r really crazy.. n everything r soo tough!! haix.. no longer hope for high grades liao, juz hope that i can pass both.. Distributed System and Network Security... MUST PASS !! I GOT NO MONEY TO RETAKE THEM !!.. 1 more wk of mi 1.5wks of holiday b4 the start of new term..

OTHERS - hmm to wrap up.. hmm.. hmmmmm.. well owen's wonderful last sec goal ytd nite lol.. all hail MAN U !! WOOT!!

im still the same old mi, emo, trying to smile everyday, asking ppl to be happy.. hahax.. some of the old thoughts, even though some time liao, i tink they still remain there.. i hope by starting to run, not only it can help mi lose weight, but most impt, it will help mi stay refresh, for the work n studies, and oso, help mi clear mi mind of unnessessary stuff.. heee

well, everyone, SMILE =D

messy

2009-06-07T09:46:00.002+08:00

hihi welcome me back!! lol.. soo long nv update.. lazy n busy la..

sltan?? shulei?? lol !!

well, took a pic on fri.. i was like sooo busy n working like mad.. due to lots of ppl not ard, i make full use of their tables.. dump mi bag on e table beside mi, n dump all e files on e table behind mi..

not tt i wan to use others' table ba.. but look @ e pic below!! LOL.. i was suddenly, "omg soo messy ar!! take pic!!" lol..

mi table nice rite? so many things n e background.. lol !

The next pic?? lol taken juz before xmas last yr, oso a pic of mi messy table, but tis pic is before i change mi sitting.

Rewind

2009-04-13T00:21:00.002+08:00

hmm..

i tink i wan to make a rewind, in reference to mi previous post..

hahax..

paiseh la.. change mi mind.. but, feel tt i shldnt give up soo easily, i guess??

will wait n c ba.. slowly do bit by bit.. do a total rewind, reverse, restart.. tis is really a good chance, i feel.. i dun wan to have e feelin of "zou bao" (missing the treasure)

will oni totally give up until "somethings" happen..

eh.. dun ask mi wat's e "somethings" are.. i dun tink it's apporiate to write them down here?? lol..

kk let's enuff of those emo shit.. although im really emo.. lol!

programming shiok la!! really love them.. learning C++ now, n teaching pri sch actionscript.. lol.. programming all the way!! kinda hard to let those p sch understand sia.. but bo bian.. will do mi best, since they got a teacher aka mi tt love prog de!! lol!

i tink tis post, e style of writing, v relec rite?? lots of lol, not much emo, hahax..

smile everyday?? lol..

move..

2009-04-02T09:31:00.002+08:00

ytd start of lesson again, session2.. oni less then 2 weeks of break lo.. hahax.. but im kinda happy to get back to there.. miss e late nite.. somemore now oni 1 module, n is mi fav programming.. heee..

class is much much smaller, cos i guess there's no ppl fr yr1 de, all r bridging students.. i tink fr 90+ last session to now 40-50?? no much gers as usual hahax..

e lect hor, speak hokkien, v friendly.. n his 2 kou tou chan (pet phrase)

"Life is beautiful; Life must move on"

hmmm... tt's wat i wan to tok bout.. how irony, to hear someone else said those.. i always use those 2 sentence on mi fren..

"no matter wat happen, we still will open our eyes n look @ a brand new day.. sad oso a new day will come, happy oso will.. so y not we live each day happy n smiling?"

when i hear those sentence, i felt soo irony.. y didnt i practice wat i preach?

well, not say i totally no la.. but, emo lo.. anyway, since ytd, 1 apr, 1st lesson of e session, i made up mi mind to --> "forget it, move.."

im sure, everyone, will not like it, when u tokin to someone, tt someone reply u 1 word, or those bored sian sian reply rite? u c liao, u oso will b sianed.. u tend to tink, mayb tt person is totally not interested in tokin to u, so y r u even tokin to tt person in e 1st place.. once or twice, still okie.. but wat if continue for 2wks?? e ans is clear rite??

it's amazing how much a person can change within 2-3wks.. i felt it 1st hand.. the change is from a veri veri close fren type, to a total stranger.. n e prob is i dun even really noe wat i did.. mayb is e reply to her, mayb is wat i said to her.. mayb mayb mayb.. all assumption.. aiya heck them liao..

i was told to hang in there.. but i c no light @ all.. so, juz move on lo.. she's someone tt i really feel comfortable wif, n fr e start, so many things happened tt make mi tink, "hey mayb she's finally e one".. but still in e end, all change..

kinda make mi feel, mayb im not gonna to hv love @ all?? lol..

another lesson learnt.. how many more lesson do i nd to attend before she will finally comes?? how many more!!!!!!!! argh..

since i oreadi noe it's impossible, it's really time for mi to pick up miself, n go ahead wifout her liao.. i dunno whether i did enuff or not, or whether i did anything or not, but i really c no light.. no tt i dun wna to try...... i was happy though, for e little hope i got fr her, fr the chat i had wif her.. lol.. thks her..
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MOVE !!

perhaps..

2009-03-09T09:21:00.002+08:00

25th Feb.. not even 2 wks ago..

it's been a roller coaster ride..

the sms tt started everything..

1st impression, chemistry.. all there.. if not, much more than usual..

i was being asked a few Q.. Qs tt i've nv been asked.. i dunno how to ans them, but in e end, i gave mi ans, tt i believe came straight from the bottom of mi heart.. some of mi colleagues said i made a mistake, i shldn't have ans e way i did.. they make mi also wander, did i really made e mistake? n bcos of this mistake, i lost a golden oppournity ?

wat ling told mi, make mi tink again.. Y was i being asked those Q? is there really a hidden agenda behind e Q asked by tt person? n if there is, is e agenda e same as wat ling tink?

i tink alot, tt's for sure, gd or bad, i oso tink, most of time, i tink wrongly x_X

somehow, after being asked tt Q, i felt, somethings had changed.. changes, tt i dun wan.. i REALLY hope is i tink too much..

Perhaps, things will work out, or it will not.. this 1.5 wks is really a veri up n down time for mi.. im glad i've gone through tis..

i will slowly.. slowly wait n c.. i will still do e best on mi part, so............
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perhaps.... =D

disappointment..

2009-03-04T12:35:00.004+08:00

Quote from wikipedia -> "Disappointment is the feeling of dissatisfaction that follows the failure of expectations to manifest. Similar to regret, it differs in that the individual feeling regret focuses primarily on personal choices contributing to a poor outcome, while the individual feeling disappointment focuses on outcome. It is a source of psychological stress."

i will tok bout tt ltr on in tis post.. Here's a Q to everyone tt's lookin @ tis now..
"Have you ever break a promise to someone? It's not like you want to break the promise, but situation give you no other choice, but to break the promise. What you will do? What do you think the other party will feel or think?"

For mi, i dun anyhow make promises to anyone, but if i do, i will do my best to keep them. Of course, i have times, when i bo bian, die die nd to break e promise.. damn paiseh i will feel..

Promise are meant to be broken, there's tis saying. I dun agree of course.. When other didnt fulfill their promises to you, disappointment will set in, at least tt's my case..

Im not blamin anyone, tt's broke e promises to me.. juz disappointed.. usually when ppl make promises to me, i will kinda look forward to it.. i will b happy.. but in e end, due to situation tt cant be controlled, the promises had to be broken..

haix.. im juz disappointed..

Things happened, since last week.. made mi confuse, again, made mi tink a lot.. e disappointment is from there..

i dun dare to do anything.. anymore..... i dun wan to tink, but those thoughts nv go away.. i tink a lot, tis is my main source of emoness..

what's goin to happen, i dunno.. mayb, now, i dun wan to noe, n i dun wan things to happen liao..

im scared.. from tis.. i dun wan to be further disappointed, from all the fake hopes tt i tink of..

i dunno the situation, i dunno wat to do..
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although e disppointment, not ur fault, seriously!!, but still, im happy, in a sense...

bad..

2009-02-19T21:22:00.006+08:00

i had to admit, 1 of the very bad point bout mi is, very emotional..

tis is y im oso known as emoliang hahax..

be in in love, or towards fren, work, i am emo..

todae, i was said to b too gan xing yong shi..

i dun deny tt, but i oso dun fully agree with tt..

i believe in wat i said.. some might say is correct, some no.. i will take in criticism, of course.. tt's wat makes everyone grow.. i said mi piece, i was shot down totally.. im not saying im totally correct, but i oso not gonna accept wat i heard too..

im asked to pacify e person, so tt he can "accept" me.. HELL NO!! be it my boss or those on e same level as mi, or my subordinates, i wun apple polish.. if i need to por tt person, to boost his or her ego, to apple polish him or her, so tt he or she can or will willing to work for mi or with mi, TO HELL NO WAY !!

again, i do admit, im too hasty in putting down mi judgement.. yes, he might nd more time.. but let's set tis straight, as per e previous paragraph, if need mi to go DOWN n boost someone's else ego, forget bout it..

i oso agree with tis, as part of e management, u need to work wif wateva resources you hv, be it good or bad.. the satisfaction is there, especially, when u can transform someone who is not tt good, into a very UP person..

to e 2, who might b lookin @ tis, thx for tis morn, im not angry or pissed.. i will work on tis, i will reduce mi bad pt aka emo, to improve miself.. i understand both of ur hao yi, it's inside of mi liao.. but, i hv mi principal, there's something i will nv do..

ps, hong is horny bastard.. pretend to look @ wat im typing, in actual fact, he's lookin @ e reflection on e screen to look @ girls !!! in e end he complain, he didnt catch wat e lecturer said......

so..?

2009-02-16T23:35:00.003+08:00

woot.. after tis wk, i tink i shld b relax a bit..

assignment is killing mi.. dun like

work responsibilty is increase, im given a bigger role now.. i like..

everyone muz smile k??

anyway.. so..?

today, i hv 2 different ladies telling mi, "hey, u are a good guy"
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so??

haix.. not trying to boast or wat la.. sometime, i really tink,

wat did i did, tt make ppl say im good?
wat did i did, tt make ppl willing to gimme such a high role?
wat did i did, tt make ppl feel tt im comfortable to b wif..

where is e person, that i want her to noe, all these..??

still e same thing ba..

still remain e same ba..

well, i still gonna b e best i can be.. trying to b e nicest guy to everyone i noe..
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but still, in e end, so??

wait..

2009-02-10T00:22:00.002+08:00

below is wat i typed to mi colleague juz now..

im seriously a bit see through liao
i will juz wait.. i cant control it..
yes i still will kbkb..
n yes tis is e thing i wan e most now is e whole world..
but, i cant control.. so i can oni leave it to fate to bring her to mi.. i can oni wait..

ya.. tt's all.. started studies.. SIM.. it's a bit killing mi.. ever since last week, quite a few ppl say im goin nuts, n i admit, i am wahaha!!

tis sat is e day liao wor.. mayb i will transfer miself to emo liang again, but juz for tt day....
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it's here again.. as usual, alone.. just 1 word, wait..

think.. ?

2008-12-13T12:08:00.002+08:00

dun tink, dun care, dun feel

i've put those up in mi nick a few mths back..

now i nd to rmb them, n follow them again..

hope were a bit high, even though i noe it's juz normal de..

but i cant help miself to tink..

things happened, i pray hard tt history dun repeat itself

ya, it hvnt repeat, it totally die down..

when alone, makes 1 tink a lot..

i dun wan to tink..

when tt day past, i told miself it's NORMAL

but im juz bluffing myself..

i dun wan to fall into e hole..

i dun wan what happened tis time last yr to happen again,

unless im sure the situation had change..

but... but.. i dunno wat's goin on now..
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thinking?? pls make it stop......

happy.. ?

2008-12-09T12:47:00.002+08:00

tired, i am..

indigestion, making mi sick..

wat do i really wan in life? i dunno..

whu is waiting for mi? i wan to know..

whu am i waiting for?? i wan to know tis too..

thought i manage to c it through.. but, mi bdae come n destroy everything.. "it's on tis special day tt i feel even more.. lonely" is wat i put on mi msn during mi bdae..

how true is tt..

"stay positive, be optimistic, find your happy days, SMILE !" my msn nick.. i thought i can do it.. i thought i must make ppl happy.. im still doin it now, n in e future i will, but myself, i dun tink i am

i wan to b happy, whu dun wan? but i dunno.. im always smiling on e outside.. i always wan to make ppl happy.. but deep inside of mi...... im not..

i wan gf.. ya, mayb if im attached, i confirm will b v happy.. now oso got other stuff, stuff which myself, i oso dunno..

emo liang, tis nick really suits me..

im tired.. tired not bcos of work oni, but tired of being emo @ anitime, tired of being alone, tired of putting up a fake smile..

i wan something, someone to look forward to everyday i wake..

i can still hv tis fake happiness and joy everyday.. but i dunno how long it will last..
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im tired...

things i hate..

2008-09-23T23:21:00.009+08:00

shld hv up tis post 2 wks ago.. well.. better up it now, arbo will sure delay again..

not really about objects/items i hate or dun like, is stuffs la.. read on..

- last min.. omg.. y everything i always kena last min stuff.. i like my day well planned.. i hate it when mi plans are being disturb.. wth.. well, i noe some of them is really bo bian, but DUH !! i always seems to kena them !! %#$%$@

- bad things happened, but there's nobody i can blame except mi luck/suayness.. well, sad rite ?? eg, if ur fren lost ur stuffs, at least u can scold them etc.. but if something bad things happened, but u noe it's really not e fault of anybody.. so whu or wat u can vent ur anger @?? ur own luck, ur suayness lo.

- childish.. o pls for the damn old goodness sake.. ACT UR AGE !! ok, i admit, i oso will be childish @ times, but pls !! NOT ALWAYS !! we are oreadi 20++, act some of ppl i noe still can act so damn bloody childish?? really really pissed mi off lo.. sometime is oso feel paiseh when ard them..

- not respecting girls/disturbing girls.. a bit da nan ren fr mi here, but i still dun tink, we as guys, shld disturb any girls.. i noe some of them will play, but still?? oh come on please.. gentlemen ??? isit gone in this world now??? the simple gentlemenly ways of respecting women?? where have they gone ???

- watch mi face.. tis is more bout tactful la.. im veri peace peace de.. i dun like trouble, i dun like quarrel, n even most, i try my best not to start them.. but PLEASE !! im human!! i oso will b pissed off de.. even if i dun say, cos i dun wan to start any quarrel, my face black or emo is veri easy to c de!! can juz do mi a favour n stop all this nonsense??

- loneliness.. alone is scary.. it's horrifying.. i dun wan to mi alone, n i hope no one ard mi is alone.. tis is y i try my best to show my care n concern to everyone ard mi (tt deserves them). a simple gd morning, or a simple smile, will juz do the trick.. tis oso apply to mi.. y do it seems tt, i cant get them?? being left out is not gd.. i oso human.. i warm blood.. i oso wan to feel care n concern..

- nicknames n wrong name.. if u noe my name, then call mi by tt !! if u dun respect mi, at e veri least respect the name my dad n mom gave mi!! i noe my surname sounds like something else, but tt is a veri basic respect not to make fun of other ppl names !!! ok, i dun blame those P2 kids.. they still young..
n pls!! thanks for all e nick name !! omfg.. i was being called names when i was in sec sch, n ******* HELL i dun like them, even till now !! DON'T INTRO MI TO OTHER PPL WIF THE ******* @#$%@#@# NAME YOU ALL GIVE !! ******* HELL I GOT A NAME K !! i dun care if you all wan to say it under table or behind mi back, but at least INTRO MI PROPER N CALL MI BY MY NAME !!
ok fine, if u feel die die nd to gimme a nickname, at least gimme something decent !! isit too much to ask?? if it will makes u happy to call mi tt, fine.. laugh by all means.. but noe when to stop.. a few times, a few hrs.. tt's it..

- sterotyping mi or condemning e thing/ppl i like/care.. simple enuff.. im veri loyal to those i care.. if u say anything bad bout them, better then let mi hear.. i will surely defend them.. same goes for the things i like.. if u dunno any single shit bout it, then dun say anything!! dun sterotype mi or condemn mi juz because wat u hear fr other ppl, or wat u tink will happen to everyone else!! it's my hobby, i like it, n so dun condemn it for reasons tt sooo stoopid!

- tt 2 words.. alright.. i hate them since young, n i still hate them.. dun ask mi wat the words are..

tt's all i can tink off now.. shld hv more de.. cant rmb them now.. if rmb will up them.. if u read this post, n u noe mi, pls, can u try not to do those on mi..?? im peace, but i oso will be pissed.. like i told hong ytd, if u really make mi explode, i make sure hell is coming for u..

need to cool down.. those things make mi angry de.. even by typing them, i oreadi veri pissed off.. very... COOL!! CHILL WL!!

IM SOO NAGGY !! ARGH !! =x

long time no c..

2008-09-11T07:45:00.002+08:00

met up wif kenneth n siyun for e 1st time in more than 1 yr! hahax.. too bad yanling cant come =x..

well, e meeting is cos sy gonna go jap study exchange for TEN LONG MONTHS !! omg!!.. lucky to her to b able to go jap for sooo long, but too bad for her purse wahaha..

went to wheelock nydc (1st time there), then kopi bean.. we 3 took out our lappy, n surf net, even tried to msn each other wahaha !!

i tink most prob our nx meetin will b 11 months ltr

ps --> sorri ernest ling jy, cant go swim wif u all =x

woah it's been a while

2008-09-08T09:48:00.002+08:00

woot.. last post is in end june.. wahaha.. no wonder wjg keep complaining to mi tt i nv post..

well, those tt noe mi, confirm noe tt always lots of things happeened, but im juz lazy to write..

now @ work.. will post more ltr, or tonite :D

*learnt too much bout miself last wk, n it's not good....*

wat to do?? blame mi luck lo..

2008-06-27T19:48:00.004+08:00

argh freakin PISSED OFF.. n it's worst then u r PISSED OFF but u cant blame anione..

i can oni blame it on mi luck................

tmd tmd.. at 1st fri got 2 sch, then both canceled.. 2 replacement comes up, so i choose 1 to cover.................. holy shit..

it's 12-10.. 12PM TO 10PM WTF !!.. @#!%$^&!#@

the worst thing is got PET BBQ.. AND IM GONNA MISS THE BULK OF IT DUE TO TIS STOOPID TILL 10PM REPLACEMENT !!!!!!

im now @ the sch, practically doin nuthing.. juz sitting back n wait for things to happen then i go help.. n if i wan to go down ltr, i nd to take cab down, which is gonna cost 20+++.. not to mention i didnt had mi dinner, they starting their bbq @ 8pm..

ARGH !!!! .. i dun mind food.. i MIND THE FUN !! IM GONNA MISS OUT!!

now im really veri sianed liao lar.. e cab fare, go down there with the feeling of being left out, missing out soo much.. i dunno wan to go or not liao..

freakin fREAKIN FREAK !! other than mi luck, I DUNNO WAT TO SAY LIAO LAR ~~~~~~ y do tis kinda thing always happened to mi.. think of plan, think of wat's gonna happened, think of all the fun, but the plan sure kena destroyed in the end, someway, somehow...

wat a way to end my week...... wtf...

tmr then i post bout the rest of tis week, the gd thing bout tis week.. but seriously i damn pissed off bout mi suayness.. the oni light i can c in tis suayness is, well, 1 of PET muz do this.. rather mi then e ani of the rest rite ?

another week.. sch reopen~~

2008-06-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

had a crazy n fun 2 wks, thx to SEP (skills enhancement program).. tis is where trainers at sch comes back for training, conducted by PETs.. saw lots of familiar faces, so nice to c them hahax..

had a ULTIMATE TIME during e sentosa trip.. too long to describe, juz amazingly fun.. hope to hv more of tis :P

ashlynn is finally gone.. our dear pretty ash ash had left us.. the empty seat of yours, the funny laughter created by u, ur flying "qi zai", etc.. PET will always miss u, n u'll always be a PET.. BEST OF LUCK IN YOUR NEW JOB !!

getting into emo mode again starting on thurs n fri.. well, if ani of mi colleagues reading tis, im not emo cos of mi SEP class (actionscript 3.0), although it's somehow a disaster.. =x lots of ppl dun understand, n i seriously think no one can, except mi =x =x =x

aniway, emo emo emo.. stoopid emo-ing.. i emo oreadi sad liao, i felt even more sad when i saw my frenz oso emo-ing.. not 1, not 2, but 3.. haiz.. well, at least their problems is more MORE real them mine.. =x.. *hope your problems are solved*

- to the person whu hope seems to b finally dashed --> look forward to the next hope.. learn from tis one, n pick urself up.. i strongly believe, u'll find a better one
- to the person whu seems lost n e next step --> let ur feelings out, dun b afraid.. once they r out, u might b more clear, n hopefully, u'll find e light in e end of the tunnel..
- to the person tt's missing e other half --> hang in there, oni a wk to go, u can do it de.. :D

well, seems like i noe wat to say for other ppl, but yet, i dunno how n wat to say to myself.. e oni thing i can say is "stop tinking", but yet i cant stop.. i've encountered lots, frenz wif lots, n seems like those tt i feel, "hey, she's a good ger", r oreadi attached =x wahahax.. i definitely wun try to chase those whu r oreadi attached, partly cos i feel i confirm cant win =x but yet, they r really veri gd.. in a sense tt, i will tink n tink.. haiz..

stop these tinking of mine.. i really nd to stop it, else it'll definitely affect my life.. work getting more, setting more targets in wow, goin out wif frenz much more than in e past, n yet all those, cant filled up mi brain enuff to stop tinking..

sch reopens tmr.. everyone will be getting busy.. e fun n crazy 2 weeks is finally over.. i've fully taken over fr ash ash, meaning my workload will increase, n of course i dun mind, i wan them de.. at least i can prove myself, i'll prove myself.. n i hope all these work will b enuff to fill e idiotic free space in my brain..
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ARGH !! stop tinkin !!

2008-06-10T23:22:00.002+08:00

ARGH !! mi brain is tinkin too much !! WTF !! i dun wan to tink bout these thing !!

nd e outlet to say out all these BS, but all mi ears NO ARD TO LISTEN !! omg wat a torture ! $*#$5^&

someone pls gimme a KO !!

confusing chemistry..

2008-06-04T23:44:00.006+08:00

june is upon us !! woot.. hell wk is over.. no sch for tis wk shiok, but busy busy wo.. some updates..

-ashlynn leavin PET !! :"( wat a sad news sia.. one of e main laughter creator in e office lo.. wifout her, we all sure quiet down a lot.. =x.. n not to mention her double mazda 6.. no more zoom zoom !!

-since ash is leaving, im taking over most of her task, aka billing, admin, trainer "papa", etc.. somehow a "promotion" for mi?? hehex.. more work == more stress but oso == more chance to prove miself.. dun worry felix and PET, hv faith in mi, i'll put in mi best n will confirm do a GREAT job !!

-welcome 2 new members, carol n fiOh, to PET.. finally felix *ahmen mi too* complete e target of adding 2 new gals to e team, but too bad ash is leavin, so somehow we still lack of 1?? FELIX !!

-fri PET dinner @ marche is simply wonderful.. last time i eat @ marche was during poly yr2 class outing.. both time is other treating hehehex..

-sat go eat pastamania (hong, ern, des, me) upsize.. can die.. nv knew their "upsize" portion is soooo much.. =x

-finally had chat wif mp on sat, till 2+am.. can b longer de, but thx to those stoopid, irritating, no life, no future lower sec chao ah beng n ah lian sitting beside us..... curse them.. =x

-mon forgot to bring mi harddisk to work, n tues realise i lost mi access pass.. sianed.. n jac even say, "hmm, so tmr, wat's next??".. THX JAC.. but heng todae nuthing forgot or lost hehex..

here comes e "title" part..
some Q i've ask hong n ern.. n pls note tt e chemistry is not bout CU2SO4, science, or tt jap duo, im meaning chemistry between 2 ppl.. How well 2 person can tok to each other, never ending topics, noe each other veri well, tink e same way, etc..

1) What you tink bout chemistry?
2) How impt isit to you?
3) Will you wan chemistry to be oreadi exist between you n e gal b4 you tink bout whether wan to chase her?
4) If there's totally none, or oni a tiny weenie bit, and if you really wan to chase tt gal, will you work hard in tryin to create the chemistry between you 2?
5) If you try to find e chemistry, but after sometime, u felt tt there's still not much of a improvement, what will you do? try even harder, or juz forget bout it?
6) What if there's oreadi someone which you tink you hv lots of chemistry liao.. what will u do?

yup.. i tink tt's e 6 Q i ask them.. they both replied bout e same as mi..

chemisty, impt to mi of cse.. i like to tok, i always wan someone to b there to listen to my joy n sadness, n i always hope i can b there for someone who wan to share their joy n sadness with me.. if no chem, how can tok?? hong, mp, ern.. mi 3 main ears now.. hahaax..

now here's e confusing part.. im confusing myself.. i hope tt e "her" is someone whose willing to do tt, n vice versa, so definitely chem muz b there.. but when i ask myself tt 6 Q above, i cant really give myself a definite ans once i reach the last Q5 n Q6..

im still wandering, trying to put in effort or something, so tt i can find e target im looking for.. but when tt 6 Q appears, i dunno what im doing, or what i shld b doing.. im lost..

yes, i tink if anione is reading tis, he/she shld b veri blur by wat i've type.. believe mi, im oso veri confused n blur..

so, if u are reading tis, tt 6 Q, what will be your ans?

getting...... better?

2008-05-26T23:25:00.003+08:00

hmm.. im starting to tink, mi emo hor, those BIG kind of emo, will oni last max a mth.. hahax

last week was kinda good, for a change.. below r e few gd things tt happened to mi

-borrowed "the leap of love" (aka e movie leap years), didnt read, n return.. sooo hard then borrowed this book (waited for at least 2++ mth), but didnt treasure it.. but hey guess wat?? i manage to borrow it again !!! lol.. so lucky.. finished readin it tis morn @ townsville.. nice book, mi 1st romance book hahax

-finally get mi priest (WoW) to 70, 2nd char.. shadow priest is 1 of the main reason y i play wow, n im glad i finally 70ed it.. n nw her gear is much better then mi hunter lol, thks to hong n ern for helpin mi get the mats :P.. simply love her now.. byebe hunter lol !!

- lots of sch last wk, n make mi veri tired, but i feel veri shiok inside.. tis kind of running away is 1 thing y i like bout tis job :P

- finally went back to corp pri.. n i kena bully by 1 p3 ger n her gang.. lol.. soooo cute they all.. n soo irritating.. :P c them i always mood high high de hehex

- 1st time a sch under mi charge win something.. flash animation by RI.. e amazing thing is, i felt that their animation really nd lots n lots of practice, n they oni got 1.5 weeks to do, n yet 1 won 3rd n 2 won merit.. lol !! im sooo surprised sia wahaha..

- otsuka ai new songs finally out, after 6 mths.. hahax.. love it.. rocket sneakers.. her song is great !! planetarium is e best !! :D

- someone said something to mi tt im kinda surprise, cos im oni joking when i said to tt person.. well, i didnt tink tt person will care, i simply let it slip out of mi mind, n really surprise tt person so sorry to me cos of something i jokingly said.. sorri to u.. but still veri surprise.. a bit sweet too lol !!

i tink got 1 or 2 more ba, but i left it too long then i feel like write, forgot them liao heeeex..

well, sat went to a colleague wedding lunch @ M hotel.. soo sweet sia.. i c them comin into e stage, husband n wife, side by side, emo liao lo.. dun nd to say de.. when mi turn ?? ppl say "man, u 30 no marry still young lor" well, i dun tink tt way.. im dreaded.. i kinda hv those female tinking, wan to get married b4 30, wan to hv those hong hong lie lie de romantice relationship.. lol.. drama mamaaa rite ?? but well, i really wan those.. im really dreaded tt when im 25 in 2 yrs time, im still nv attached b4.. eeeeeeeeeeeeee ultimate phobia sia :P

after tt when prawning, wif felix ash bj andy.. 8 prawns fr 2 rod, andy didnt catch ani fish ahahx.. had a bit of chat wif andy, regardling him n his target *ahem u noe whu * hahax.. well, kinda happy for him, at least he still in a good position, even thought tt ger noe he like her.. wishing him e best..

fr andy i somehow i c miself in him.. remind mi of the things i did back in jan.. seems like e whole of mi dept noe whu i like, n i tink im e oni one tt dunno, they all noe everything.. kinda stun tt even those juz join us de oso no.. =x well, at least im oreadi over it liao, confirm 100%.. juz wan to wish her all e best n happy always..

aniway.. i c him emo, can understand, i've been through his stage.. he got a target.. mi lei?? wat the hell, i dun hv target, so emo for wat ?? actually i really dunno y i got miself into tis current emo state lo..

well, things r better as i've said.. good things tt happened tends to brighten up someone day.. well, at least it did for mi.. another wk.. another month, soon will b another year.. mp oso got said, i shld really learn to get tis "emo easily, emo for e wrong reason" shit out of miself.. yes, i oso wan to get rid of this "baggage"..... but, i cant.. i dunno..

waiting.. everyone say e same thing.. "wait for it lo".. tmd WAIT?? ARGH !!! WHEN WILL SHE COMES CAN N SAVE MI !!

hahax.. emo drama mamaa again..

well, hope everyone tt's reading this, hv a veri veri nice week.. SMILE !!

Updates.. Emo Liang ~~

2008-05-16T08:48:00.004+08:00

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time for another updates.. aniway, dun tink i'll blog as often as e start of the year.. dunno wat to blog aniway..

Been emo all these weeks.. if im not wrong, 2 wks liao.. luckily, mi emo tis time rd is not quiet n face black, but most of time is im acting really crazy.. if u noe mi well enuff, or if u've been reading tis blog, i tink u can oreadi guess wat's bothering mi.. hahax.. e oni 1 thing tt can really can mi emo till soo jialat..

all start after e iron man show (fri 02 may).. watched it wif hong n des.. e show was gr8 !! well, we finished e show nearing 12am, e 2 dun wan to sit down n tok tok, wan to go hm.. a few of mi colleagues was near tiong, ask them to call mi if they wan to makan, no call in e end.. while walking back, called mp, asking her whether wan to come down tok tok, she busy on a call.. reach hm, thought can play wow, but mi bro using e com, n dun wan to let me use.. WTF !!

all e alone feelin juz comes up to mi.. felt soo alone, lonely, empty, etc.. yes yes yes.. im despo.. hahax.. frens, i got a gd bunch, n coupled wif mi crazy n fun loving colleagues, my social life is prefect in most ppl eyes, but it's juz tt i always felt they can oni b wif mi till soo much.. it'll b totally different fr gf.. i really felt soo alone tt nite.. no one @ all..

another week started.. got 4 new ppl come in e previous fri.. then got 1 ger, oso in no rs b4 de, n tis started another scandal for mi.. wat the.. hey, if im handsome n fit, i tink e ger wun tt mind being tease de lor.. BUT IM NOT !! yes, i've always said, other ppl happy jiu hao, u wan to tease mi go ahead, dun tease till too jialat, i'll even join in wif they.. somemore suay suay thing is, e new ger, age is e same, n name is similar to another of mi previous scandal !!

colleagues keep yaking n yaking all day long.. wah so sianed.. dunno how to stop them sia.. even if i really like tt ger(which im not), wif all their teasing, e ger will sure hate mi de lor.. when fri we all go prawning, they keep trying to push mi to her.. n really can c, when mi n her stand tgt, n someone start teasing, she will juz immediate walk away.. again i dun mind ppl teasing mi, if it makes u happy when teasing mi, y not?? go ahead.. but when e teasing start affecting other ppl, i not happy liao..

it was during then, i started to use mi colleagues ears to kb all mi emo stuffs.. well, same thing all over again, jiayou, take e 1st step, etc, etc.. argh !! will tok bout tis thing more below..

wed we got e basketball comp, n another colleague come back to watch them play, n wat u noe, tis colleague is my 1st can scandal.. hahax.. n e same thing happened.. they started teasing, AGAIN !!.. again i oso got pissed off, but this time rd, mi n scandal juz join in, acting like a couple.. wahaha.. a bit funny come to tink of it..

well, all these teasing n scandaling makes mi emo even more.. im a veri easily EMO guy, im veri despo, so a bit of these kinda teasing will mi tink a lot.. juz when i started to feel e loneliness of being single, a new scandal started.. tink n tink n tink.. making mi even worst..

gentleman.. r gals in sg still lookin for tis kinda guys?? i always believe i muz b a gentleman, showing care n concern to a gal.. for a man to hit a women, tease them, disturb them, regardless of whether playing or not, i c liao i cant tahan.. but somehow, i felt tt e gals ard mi seems to like it.. hahax.. for mi i can nv bring miself to do these kinda things..

i still got somemore i wan to post up, but cant rmb wat to type.. once i rmb, i'll up them.. breakfast time..

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continue to wat i post in the morn..

haiz.. still alone, still lonely.. wan to be gentleman, i tink im 1, but whu is there to c??

tokin to them on fri prawning, they told mi, again, wat's inside impt.. ya rite.. whu's there to c.. before we left for e prawning, ash wan tryin to promote mi to scandal, but so wat if im really tt gd?? whu will c, whu will feel, n whu will really understand.. i noe WJG n mp r those few whu can c e gd side of mi, but i wan the "she" to c.. where is "she"..

another female colleague also say guy muz b gentleman.. hahax.. felt kinda happy a gal will say tt.. at least some ger still lookin for gentleman..

ARGH ! alone.. lonely.. empty.. im glad, WJG, n colleagues r there.. they always make mi day betta.. even now, when im at hm, i cant find e mood to play games.. e alone feelin is soemwhat veri overpowering.. i dunno when tis period of emo will b over.. mayb it's been ard mi since long ago, oni now become power power..

i hate it.. i hate e emo part of mi.. i hate the "tink too much" side of mi.. i hate the "believe in other easily" portion of mi..

thoughts..

2008-04-29T22:10:00.003+08:00

tues.. no wow.. yawnz.. boring.. stoopid server down.. PALLY !!

juz finished watching naruto shippuden movie.. 1 thing tt i saw, naruto trying his best to change the destiny of shion, the main actress of tis show, and the priestress.. trying to save e world, but wifout the tradition of sacrificing herself.. remind me of final fantasy X (yuna)

haiz.. naruto doin everything to save shion.. hey, veri easy for mi to say, but i willing to do the same.. argh!! still e bgr thingy.. still cant make miself totally dun tink bout rs.. 23 approching veri fast wor.. mi bro was juz complaining to mi tt he's 24 veri soon (a few more wks).. hahax.. but i really felt he done much more than mi..

i hate tis part of miself.......

something to share.. there's tis sch which i go 2times per wk, 1.5hrs each session.. e kids there veri friendly wif mi liao, n i really enjoy teaching them..

there's tis 1 p3 gal, hyper de.. everytime she saw mi, she jump here jump there, shouting "MR GAN MR GAN" trying to catch mi attention, and sometime even tried to hit mi on me back..

then todae, i reach e sch, a few kids tell mi she's hiding behind pillar, i thought she wan to scare mi.. then when i saw her, she's CRYING a river sia.. i was like WTF !! e thing im scared is to c someone cry.. i immediately ask her frenz to hush her down, console her, then trying to find e root of e prob.. in e end, i stood there for ard 5-7min, trying mi best to calm her down, b4 she finally willing to go wash up..

well, in e end, class started, she still veri moody, but when class nearly ended, she went back to her usually self, laughing n acting veri hyper.. hahax.. kids as usual..

my love now??

2008-04-27T00:28:00.002+08:00

love my tennis racquet.. love tennis now :P

love mi new orange addias shoe.. although veri bRIGHT orange, n veri AA, i still love it veri much..

love rogue now, mayb now oni, since i played all char in wow.. lol !! dun worry hunter, u still mi fav :P

love MAN U, although juz lost to chelsea, i still believe u can achieve e double..

n finally, as always, love mi frenz.. WJG, mp, colleagues.. LOVE u all :D

~-polaris returns-~

2008-04-13T16:48:00.005+08:00

Hi people!!

It's been decades since i update anything on this blog eh? Seems like wei liang also lost his interest in penning down his thoughts. It has been stagnant for so long.. Hmm.. before the blog turns to wei liang's blog.. i better add some WJG faces in. Hehe..

I guess from the start of this year 2008, it has been a busy year for most of us. Especially to the VVIP gal, CJY, all stressed up by her fyp and exams.. and guess she must be busy preparing for her presentations and upcoming final exams. No fret gal.. I believe you can do well.. and I'll be looking forward to May.. the end of your exam sorrows! My soulmate.. who never fails to understand me inside out! hehe.. Love love..

Ernest, despite of his muggings.. he still have time to ktv wif me still.. hee.. BIG thanks! And it's motivating to see u mugging hard ya? Continue to work hard.. we'll have more fun after your exams as well.. Gym.. Swim.. KTV.. movies... kopi sessions...!!! Aiyah.. you are my most ON khaki.. hehe.. missed you so much..

Wei Liang, only know u busy still with your WOW and your beloved colleagues.. jio you swim also like so lazy! Missed those days when we go swim together, have breakfast after that and sometimes plus ktv.. haa.. Get some workout brother! Having said that, wanna give you a good pat on your back! Haha.. This little brother here is still the one who is always so concern about each and everyone of us.

Wei Hong, hmm... we all know that you are now in somekind of relationship tangles eh? And you din really share much though.. Just wanna let u know, whatever that happens, WJG is always there to lend you our listening ears.. Our words might not be what you wished to hear, but our care is always there. People often only learn after banging the wall hard. What's most impt is to learn how to pick yourself up when u fall.. fall hard and learn hard. We'll of cuz like to prevent you from falling, but it's still up to you.. sometimes, falling might be a better solution to wake yourself up. Hahaha.. chimology rite? It's the life process.. just don't take things too hard in life, cuz u never know what beautiful things is lying ahead. Dont' miss out.. WJG is 1 of your beautiful thing you had ok?! And.. BIG thanks to you for your timely helps.. nv fail to answer all my queries.. hehe! treat u kopi someday soon~

Lastly, myself. Haha.. To me.. start of year 2008 is like a start of a new life to me. Well, have been stable in my my current job now.. Unlike when I'm still picking and falling every now and then last year.. making my frens and mum so worried for me. Well, but somehow, dun wished to handle cash still.. being a teller.. haa.. Will take my time to look out for better opportunities in other banks as my bond is dued!!! YEAH~ Not much BIG things happening for me.. Comparing last year to this year.. haa.. guess last year was really a stormy year for me. Guess you guys would know how tormenting it is for me for the past year.. esp jian yi.. 1 thing i'm really glad.. able to put down the unhappiness, discard my foolishness, brave forward without any regrets. Thanks guys for being there for me in times of need.

Missed our cohesions leh.. organise 1 soon k? Our whatever KL trip or Genting trip wherever lah.. Hope to realize it soon! tt's all for now~ ^-^

Here are some pics from our last cohesion~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

SG Flyer

Squeeze!

Hmm.. Wide smiles..

Image turn for CJY!

You, Me, GAY!!

2008-03-06T22:52:00.005+08:00

hahax.. SABRINA !! r u lookin @ tis.. the title to tis post?? wahahax

well, thx to mi big mouth.. i was tryin to explain to andy(he's new to our dept, our jokes he still a bit catch no ball) y jacqueline n sabrina were laughing non stop, so i juz cut short the chase, n said, "you, me, gay.." omg wat a big mistake.. now those 2 crazy ger ger keep making fun of it.. ARGH !! hahax

aniway, sab, andy, jacq, mi, went to IT fair after work.. 1st time i went out wif colleagues, tt is not of the whole dept.. wahahx.. PET is PET.. even oni 4 of us, the whole trip was sooo enjoyable !! we keep hitting each others' head, jacq even gimme a gd punch to mi back.. hahax.. dinner @ citylink's shokudo, b4 we left..

the 2 crazy ger ger.. siao siao n hammie..

argh !! sadako !! NG !!

finally a better pic..

wat we've ordered.. L-R me, sabrina, jacqueline

it's drizzling.....

2008-03-03T20:29:00.002+08:00

not raining, not cats n dogs, not thunderstorm.. juz drizzling

it's calm, it's cooling.. the few droplets of rain, falling on to u.. it might b a sign of a big rain is coming, but it oso might b a sign, tt sunny day is coming..

mayb tt's how i feelin now.. i wan to break down, but i cant.. i wan to look towards sunny day, but doesnt seems to b coming.. kinda caught in da middle..

work is getting tough.. due to a lack of manpower, everyone in PET seems to b covering much more than usual.. Flash all e way for mi.. photoshop skills sux, but i'll trying hard to learn n practice b4 i go down to sch.. RI is a big headache for mi.. basic animation flash, i can, but actionscripting?? haiz.. stress.. somemore now confirmed ngee ann poly is mine, n it start nx wk.. dreamweaver.. it's really a gd learning exp for mi, n i noe i'll sure learn a lot fr it, but i kinda low confidence in miself.. wander will i let papa felix down or not..

personal life? dunno lar.. work, game, eat, slp? i guess tt's bout it.. the feelin of loneliness lor.. eka was asking, "how do u noe when a guy/ger likes u?" then felix pass e Q ard, all i can reply is "ask mi for wat? i nv in rs b4.." hahax.. on e bus back, the feeling of loneliness juz overcome mi.. mayb tis is a selfish thoughts, but tis is da kind of time, when i really wish that someone is there, not a frenz, but somemore much more then frenz..

seriously, i dun wan to tink bout tis love/rs thingy, animore.. juz let mi drown miself in work, i suppose.. thks gdness i'll always hv WJG, mp, a few others beside mi.. arbo i sure go NUH Ward 12 (ward for mental probs)..

it's still drizzling.. it's a bit cold.. it's wet.. thunderstorm or sunny? wat will come nx?

P.S. tt's e 2 reason y i put drizzling in mi nick, bit stress @ work, n feelin of loneliness, nuthing to do wif anione.. n i oreadi decided to put it, even b4 i noe.....

Qi Dai Ai.. Yearning for Love..

2008-03-02T22:19:00.004+08:00

woah, march upon us!! elo march, sayonara feb :D

now veri into tis song, by lin jun jie n jin sha..

My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅

想要找回来自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢大声说出来

期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
你的存在心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱

woah, tis song is juz gdgd !! esp e 1st part to e song, really describe mi sia.. hahax.. love love..

march march......... everyone, let's march on !!

WoW

2008-02-21T07:17:00.002+08:00

*tis post is mostly bout wolrd of warcraft, so i guess it'll bored lots of ppl..

wan to get a totem relic for mi shammy inside underbog, but always LFG n cant find anione, so i hatch tis idea of asking hong to go wif mi..

tues was our 1st go.. his fully epic, half season3, half season2 gear, lvl70 warlock, n my 66 shaman, makeshift healer, went to underbog.. i was a enchance spec, n i oni bought healin gear to go along.. we manage to reach e 2 giant guard b4 e 1st boss, mi using SS n rez, but still kena wipe oni kill 1 of them, b4 server restart, n we log out outside e instance..

ytd, after e makan, we went hm n try again.. tis time rd, we were better prepared, n had voice chat for better comm, we try again.. we clear e 2 giant wifout anione dying.. n time for da boss......

loooong story on how we did it, but on our 3 try, WE CLEAR TT BOSS !! WOOT !! lol.. i cant believe.. we manage to beat tt boss, a 70 pvp geared lock n a 66 enchance spec shammy healer.. lol !!!!! i was laughing non stop when i realise we beat it.. wahaha..

we gonna try again tonite, cos it didnt drop e totem relic i wan.. i bought more healing gear, n respec into resto.. hmm.. resto shammy's healing seems veri powerful.. hahax.. i believe tonite we can clear even faster, due to our exp n mi respec.. mayb we 2 can clear e whole of underbog?? lol...

NOT BOUT WOW ANIMORE
tmd.. bad nite.. wake up @ 3.30am due to all those stoopid insect bites.. then wake again @ 5.15, due to SUPER PAIN sore throat.. it was soooo painfull tt i go take panadol extra.. omg.. how am i gonna teach ltr.. :'(

hope, faith, trust, respect..... cherish

2008-02-18T21:48:00.007+08:00

life is sad n short..

hope, faith, trust, respect..... cherish

a colleague of mine is in hosp now.. juz visited him.. veri shocking to c him in tis state.. it's like, 2 wks ago, he's still normal, joking wif us.. now? omg.. soooo depressed after lookin @ him.. why.. i wan my life to b happy, i oso wan mi frenz to b happy.. watching him lydat, make mi soo sad..

hope - always hope for the best.. hope for a better tomorrow..
faith - hv faith in e other person.. nv lose tt faith
trust - juz 1 word, believe..
respect - learn to respect, life is all bout give n take..

and most imptly,
CHERISH - love everyone.. dun wait until u lose them, then u realise their worth..

i gave mi best (i tink), but, well, wat can i say? im WJG's part time psychologist.. i always tok to them, gif them advice, help, on r/s prob, or others.. but come to myself? i sux.. it's bout time i move on..

went out wif mi cousins on fri, 1 of them, 30yr gal, told mi she's nv been attached b4.. i asked her, how can she tahan??? she told mi, she's was oso like mi when mi age, despo, but once reach her age, everything become clear.. 看破红尘 kan po hong cheng.. a bit meaning like, enlighten..

i tink i starting to hv her tinking.. like wat hong put in his nick, "No point investing in things with 0 returns".. persevere, some might say tt.. hahax.. lookin @ mi colleague, even more i noe tt life is sooo fragile.. tt is y i caps cherish.. i felt, tt is e most impt thing now.. no matter how much u dun like tt person, no matter wat tt person did to u, or whether he/she nv return feeling, we muz still cherish.. cherish them..

dun wait, if u like someone, let them noe.. u'll nv noe wat will happen tmr, or even e nx hr.. even if he/she juz wanna remain frenz, at least they noe, n u'll hv no regrets..

another dream, beautiful dream.. yume......

*lion, get well soon, we all will b waiting for u to rejoin us.. jiayou!

yo check it out yo..

2008-02-16T13:54:00.003+08:00

recovered fr mi illness, finally.. hahax.. vday?? we nv had e singles movies, things happened.. it sux..

long day on fri, 0730 @ river valley --> makan @ ash's fav curry rice (across my hse) --> queenstown --> office --> nan chiau --> ps --> rochor bean curd --> hm @ 2330

woot.. long but shiok.. 1st lesson @ river valley, veri gd.. settled queenstown at last.. settled another thing in office.. nan chiau students were great, mayb is cos i too long no teach sec sch, than PS for movie wif cousins.. nice nice !!

@ RVPS

beautiful flower......

......transformer took it n try to woo a lady.. lol

cousins.. :D

last min.. times 3

2008-02-13T07:42:00.001+08:00

there can oni b 1 reason y i post tis early...
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NANHUA AGAIN!!

i thought i dun nd to c tis sch animore, cos finally got perm trainer...... tmd.. 2nd day of work take mc..

i hate last min stuff.. i like to plan.. last min activation spoils all mi planning.. argh !!
1) Mon, 0603 - activated to come nanhua
2) Mon, 2100 - activated to go sengkang teach hansvision on tues(all chinese!! wahahax)
3) Wed, 0416 - activated to come nanhua, again

im freaking de sick lor.. wan to take mc oso cant.. ytd nite even got fever.. now oni hope panadol cold will do its trick, arbo i sure jialat.. ltr i still got 4hr class @ zhenghua.. tmr sengkang again.. argh!!!!!!!!!!

im v tired, + v sick.. but wat can i do.. im in tis job, i'll gif my best to everything im doin.. even if sick, so? hahax.. hang in there lor.. sianed..

vday tmr liao.. another lonely vday i guess.. where are u.........

updated @ 2213

well, i didnt go to zhenghua.. i reported sick.. half day mc.. hahax.. really nd e rest.. thx felix

get well soon ryan :D

CnY --> chu5 aka start work

2008-02-11T08:01:00.002+08:00

well, im @ nanhua again.. kena activated at 0603.. but im more clever tis time, oni reach @ 0720..

tis is really a cheena sch sia.. they hving their official CNY celebration todae.. all the kids wear free and easy, no sch uniform.. all teachers greet each other wif lots of cny greeting.. the principal greet whole sch wif cny greeting, then get 2 kids up to perform xiang sheng, n whole sch get cashless angbao.. everything is done in chinese lor.. i like.. hahax..

they even got lion dance to perform during morning assembly.. e lion dance even come into e office, n dance right in front of mi face.. lol.. and oso, i finally buy fr e fruit vending machine!! hahax.. n e fruits r all v sweet!!

work work !! hahax

get well soon hammie :D

CnY --> chu3+4

2008-02-10T21:35:00.001+08:00

feelin sick fr e 1st moment i wake.. veri cold, then weak.. hahax.. dunno fever or cold or wat, now still a bit strange de..

went to jy hse wif ern n ling, then makan wif mi mom side, then movie.. as for da movie, ern fly mi plane to go wif ling !! :'( he's willing to waste e money to fly mi.. hahax.. lucky i got mp as a gd backup.. she got free movie ticks, whu wldn't wan?? hahax..

tis cny, not bad.. like i said, i veri lookin forward to it.. nd to chong xi.. dunno how much xi hv chong into mi, but at least, things seems nice.. i'll hang on.....

look @ tis.. i cant believe e same thing happen to mi again.. lucky im e banker in tis case.. lol!!

candid shots..

smilez:D

mi mom 3 younger bros

johnnie walker green label.. hahax

CnY --> chu1+2

2008-02-09T11:29:00.000+08:00

chu1 was terrible.. but at least on chu2, cny back on tracks.. more pics!!

dian xin!!

look @ the design of e tissue paper.. "seat reserved" lol

cousins!!

"entertainment"

anione wanna guess wat's MTV is showing on e moniter??

ashlynn's collection.. oni a small part of the whole collection.. hahax.. we open pear

prepared by ash's dad.. GOOD COOK !!

look @ how happy paul is when goin for food.. too bad i didnt take ani pics of jessica when we eatin.. lol!!

"entertainment"again

last pic of the day :D

**btw, e ans to e MTV on e monitor is Zhou Jie Lun's Wo Bu Pei

CnY --> eve

2008-02-07T18:46:00.001+08:00

a pic can say a thousand words.. here r some..

Paul wif mini RC car.. hahax.. xmas gift exchange fr mi de.. v glad they like it :D

PET "entertainment" Round 1 !!

look closely @ all 4 sets of cards.. 3 of them Blackjack.. hahax.. banker got 1 of them.. lucky her..

will post more pic if i hv them.. hahax..

**y give in all e time when others gonna take u for granted.. tmd, pissed off on 1st day of cny.. if im in the wrong, i'll say sorri.. im veri sorri ling..

in sch.. 1st post of Feb

2008-02-05T07:19:00.000+08:00

following the trend set by jacqueline, look @ the time of tis post.. it 0720 on mi com's time.. IM NOT AT HOME !! IM @ NANHUA PRI NOW !! hahax

suppose to reach by 0730, but oreadi here at 7.. misjugde the time, nv expect the cab to come so fast, n go so smooth.. mi brain still veri "dead" n "high".. *sleepy*

woot.. it's FEB !! yeah !! hahax.. 2 more days to cny.. kinda enthu for fri when PET cny gathering @ ashlynn place.. hehex.. it's gonna b fun.. WJG, when's our gathering ?!?

spent alot e previous wkend.. below the list

Spec --> 170
Dizi stuff --> 6
Converse T --> 20
Abercrombie polo --> 30 (bought in JB.. hehex)
Others --> 50++

new spec !! hehex.. goin to collect it ltr after work.. hope tis will b gd..

Patriots lost the oni game of the season, n it's on Superbowl.. wtf.. sianed.. 18-1.. NFL so lousy meh, like none of mi fren noe wat's tt.. (1 thought i was sayin some bowling competition).. hahax.. i like america sports, amercia football, baseball n ice hockey, not basketball though.. always will watch them if i hv a chance..

well, day 5 of Feb.. at least things r still goin smoothly.. im tired fr all those things tt happen in jan.. hahax.. when i meet up wif MP on sun, she told mi tt her somehow bf now, when 1st wan to chase her, she totally rejected.. but 6 mths ltr?? hahax.. they tgt.. well, im glad tt im not tinking liao.. of cse not totally stop all the tinkings, it's juz reduce by a lot..

if' come, gd.. if not, which is the case now, nvm lor.. wat can i do?

All hail FEB !!

bye jan..

2008-01-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

FINALLY JAN IS COMING TO AN END ~~ WOOT !!

haiz.. for the 1st time.. i really look forward to cny.. e reason is simple.. i wan to chong chong xi.. i nd a change.. the start to 2008 is really terrible + horrible.. those tt read tis blog, or mi 5 ears, will noe y..

mainly is being disturb my tis love love stuff.. hahax.. really get miself toooo into it.. oni until last wk did i really felt better.. the 1st 3 wk, veri veri jialat lor.. mi whole brain is filled wif tis.. everyday seems like a week, n everyweek seems like a mth.. i told them, i got 7 main concern, mainly family, frenz, health, money, entertainment, work, love.. im veri veri happy wif e 1st six, but the last one is the oni thing tt can make mi go heywire.. hahax.. sianed.. they told mi, well, if start bad, will end gd.. JAN oreadi soooooooooooooo jialat.. i really hope feb n the rest will b better..

family n work oso a bit prob, but well, they wun affect mi too much, at most 1 or 2 days..

frenz r really impt.. im really veri glad to hv them 5 ard mi.. without them, i tink i really can die.. they r always there for mi when i nd them.. their ears always(erm..MAYB not always..) there for mi.. i love to say out everything bout miself, regardless is gd or bad.. i noe they sometime really feel veri irritated when listening to mi, but still, they hang in there..

thx to hong for ur ears even when urself is oso feeling veri down..
thx to ern for ur ears, although i said tt u no gd listener, but ur ears r still equally impt to mi..
thx to ling for ur eyes, although u nv really lend mi ur ears, oni lend mi ur eyes.. u always dun wan mi to call u.. i like to tok, dun like to type !!
thx to jy, even we nv tok much, busy wif ur fyp..
thx to mp, the 6 hrs in mac, the chat at tiong until 3+am, late night supper..

WEIHONG, ERNEST, YULING, JIANYI, MEIPING !! THANKS A MILLION !!

feb is comin in less then 2 hrs, cny in less then a wk.. pls.. make it better.. pls pls.. hehex :D

**well, i directly told her bout tis blog.. she nv say anithing.. hmm.. hv she read it?? wat's she's tinking?? if u r lookin @ tis.. u asked mi b4, arent i afraid tt my feeling will b gone after i release them? n mi reply to u is it'll oni b gone when someone makes mi.. well.. it's still here, inside me..

PET meeting + dinner

2008-01-31T09:30:00.000+08:00

tues PET meeting.. long time no c Jacqueline n Jane.. hahax.. welcome back!

although da meeting was called cos there's bad news (as can c fr mi previous post, 3 ppl quitting.. haiz..), nonetheless, it's a veri enjoyable one..

when PET comes tgt, peace and quiet will nv be link wif us.. lol.. tt's wat make mi like PET so much..

halo.. isit sooo hard to differenate between wei liang n wei jian ?? lol !! IM WEI JIAN !! oops..

thx to Felix for the treat @ soup restuarant @ suntec.. again, same as last time, jane sit in between shulei n sabrina, as usual, kena torture again.. hahax

here's a pic taken using shulei's cam, n grab fr shulei's blog..

L-R, Back - Weijian, Sabrina, Jane, ME
Front - Jacqueline, Shulei
Updated 010208 - I wonder did anione realise, the above 6 r the youngest members of PET, in term of age n in term of the time in PET. Other then Jac(1987), the others r all 1985.. lol

will post more pics once i get them fr mi HP, hvnt get them out.. hahax..

PETs, you all r the best.. You all r wat make my working life fun n enjoyable.. Even though some will b leaving the PET family soon, but we'll still b tgt.. Once a PET, always a PET!! lol

**to those that still got no idea wat's PET, im not meaning the pet we hv @ hm.. tt's mi dept name, Project Engagement Team, aka PET

pics updated, 8.13pm

here goes nuthing..

2008-01-30T12:11:00.000+08:00

well, here goes nuthing.. i really dunno wat's goin on liao..

gd luck..

i hate miself, again..

2008-01-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

thx to ern for da tagbox.. hehex.. pls type something there :D

aniway, tt's not the main thing i wan to post bout..

i thought i oreadi moved on.. i thought it's oreadi reduce alot.. the feelings is like floating away fr mi.. although i noe i still hv feeling, but it's getting lesser n lesser wif each passing days..
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how wrong i was..

the post on her blog i saw on sun, gimme a glimmer of hope.. i was happy for a while.. but still, i tink i dun like her tt much as b4 liao.. wrong.. WRONG !! omg.. i was totally in a lost.. mi mind will goin whirlwind.. i totally blank out..

i wan to tok.. i wan to let her noe.. or mayb, juz a simple normal chat.. nuthing.. totally nuthing come out of mi.. i hate miself..

i really hate miself.. hate for being such a coward tt oni will use sms.. hate for being unable to let go.. hate for torturing miself wif something i cant do anithing.. hate for.. everything..

it's veri suan, veri luan now.. i dun wan to tink.. how i wish i can stop tinkin bout tis..

**well something else to add.. other then tis MAJOR problems, office got 3 ppl quiting.. more workload coming up.. sianeed.. parents hv major fight.. even used e D word.. omg.. even more sian.. H.A.I.Z

xie men.. or isit trying to hint us ??

2008-01-28T23:58:00.001+08:00

ytd when to K wif ling n ern, a mix up, i go chinatown, but they go clementi, in e end cab to ling hse n tgt go clementi

aniway, here's the main part.. andy lau's 再说一次我爱你(zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni).

记得那天你坐在我的面前
你的意愿很明显
等我的表现我说
改天等我有足够时间
我一定给你一次完美爱情的宣言
多想抓紧每一瞬间
只怕故事已是昨天
才明白忽略是我最大的缺陷

我真的好想再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切只为换回你
如果时间能够为你而倒流
真的好想牵着你的双手再说一次我爱你

回忆已经没有你在我面前
看什么也会感到厌倦我闭上双眼
多想两个人盖一张
被一同刷牙一同洗脸
才明白错把机会借给了明天

我真的好想再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切只为换回你
逃避原来不是面对的道理
看清自己种下的可惜重复后悔的延续

喔我真的好想再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切只为换回你
如果时间能够为你而倒流
真的好想牵着你的双手再说一次我爱你

tis song, is a sad song.. the gf/wife leave e guy, then he regret not spending enuff time wif her.. now he wan to tell her again, tt he love her, he will gif anithing to get her back, wan to hv the time where 2 person share 1 blanket, etc.. but everything is too late..

last song of e day, i sang it.. then ling wan to get the movie of the same name.. we walk all ard clem, juz cant find a vcd shop.. our last stop, video ezy.. hey, it's a vid rental store.. got sell meh?? but outside got display some used vcd.. n guess wat, the disc is there.. omg..

ling bought it, i kope fr her to c it.. after watching it, xie men thing happen to mi.. i was msg her, after 3 fast reply(less then a min), she stop.. after 15min, i was bo liao, so browse her blog, then i saw something she wrote, i was like "WTF", then immediately after i read tt paragraph, mi hp sounded, she replied to mi.. i was stunned......

ern n ling went out ltr tt evening to get ling dress.. according to them, when they step into a shoe shop, they hear tt same song.. ern say he at least hear tis song thrice ytd..

i dl a better version of tis song, then listen to it twice b4 slpin, n the 1st song i listen to when i leave for work tis morn..

now, we 3 toking on msn.. ling was feeling down, so i told her to listen to jay chou's wo bu pei, then tt song.. i was finishing syncing of mi ipod.. i eject it, pluck out usb, but a slip of hand, i drop mi ipod on mi keyboard.. xie men part2, i dunno y, mi itunes, jump to a playlist, n a song start playing..
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IT'S THE SAME SONG AGAIN !! omg i was soooooooooo stun..

does it means anithing?? isit a hint for e 3 of us??

for ling, i ask her to listen, cos tt's wat she's feeling now.. exactly e same as the movie..

for mi, i wan to do the same thing as tt song.. i posted something using e lyrics of tis song b4.. i wan to let her noe again, tt i still love her.. n i will gif anithing to hv her.. at least im better then tt guy in e song, it's still not too late for mi.. i still can do it de..

as for ern case, i dunno :P sorri ern..

soo xie men.. too xie men liao.. im looking @ the vcd n listening to tt song now.......

outing + hunting + makaning..

2008-01-25T07:01:00.001+08:00

wanted to post it ytd nite, but mi phone gimme prob.. ling n ern, THE LENS REALLY CANT CLOSE.. :'( whu wan to pei mi to wisma for repair?? lol

went out str after queenstown pri.. go tis thoughts of goin hm to change then meet, but ern oreadi there since 1630.. we 2 sat down @ wisma starbuck while waiting for ling to come.. chit chatting.. she finally come when it's ard 7.. drag us to LV store, where we saw a wallet for 745.. WOOT.. @ mont blanc, a nice wallet for 285.. hmm.. kinda tempted by it miself.. hehex

dinner @ bakerzin(note, i cant really rmb da name..) @ paragon..nice place, nice food.. pizza is gr8.. ling orded meatball spag, wif in turn, they 2 keep saying "how, is ur balls nice?"............. after so much "training" wif PET, esp by Felix n Sabrina, once i heard tt, i cant stop laughin.. hahax..

we went back to taka, the dept store, again trying to hunt.. saw a 2490 blazer or some sort.. wth.. orchard stuff is really too high class n too ex for mi !! we try out perfume, hugo boss XY, nice.. i wan.. :p

end up in coffee club.. whoa.. mi 1st time there.. the window seat had such nice view !! 2 cakes for the 3 of us, n lots of photos taking (i tink tis is where mi phone spoil, cos taken too much of ling's zhi lian pics)..

when we goin hm, reachin bus stop, 65 came, i wan to ran for it, tmd ling hold on to mi to prevent mi fr catching it.. ARGH i'll get mi revenge !! ling bus came nx, then 14 come, then 111. hahax, in the end im still the 1st one to reach hm.. v gd outing.. nice.. enjoyable..

OOO ern gif e 3 of us a new name..
WJG == 5 of us
SJG == no jy
if oni ling n ern n liang == cha cha cha (XXX)

y?? look below.. lol

view fr the window seat.. all the way down

poor cake.. kena poke..

evidence tt we r @ coffee club

kissing?? lol

reason for cha cha cha.. look @ the fork in our hand.. lol.. ling vs ern n liang

look @ the view on e bkgrd !! nice !!

finally pic of e day.. look familar to u ?? the sweetest pic taken..

hope + wish

2008-01-22T22:26:00.001+08:00

a bit linkage to my previous post, the 1st/3rd line of the song..

i feel tt, mayb im here in tis world, is to spread love n happiness.. whether i hv them or not, mayb is not realli impt.. if i can, i rather wan all the sadness to come to mi, n all mi frenz stay happy..

n it's even worst to c the one u like, veri down now.. how i wish, i can do something to make her happy, anithing within my reach, im willin to do..

*if tears really flows, i hope i can b there to wipe them away*

暗号 Secret Signal

2008-01-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

我害怕你心碎沒人帮你擦眼淚
I'm afraid that when you're heart-broken there won't be anyone to help wipe your tears

别管那是非只要我們感觉对
Don't bother about what others say / As long as our feeling is right

我害怕你心碎沒人帮你擦眼淚
I'm afraid that when you're heart-broken there won't be anyone to help wipe your tears

別离开身边拥有你我的世界才能完美
Don't leave my side / Only having you can my world be perfect

tis is a veri old song, fr zhou jie lun 3rd album.. kinda always like tis song.. todae listened to it alot.. wat's typed above is the song chours.. veri de meaningful..

esp the 1st/3rd line..

promise~~ liang

2008-01-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

oh well.. we muz learn to stop torturing ourself wif things we can never control.. i muz..*happy*

tt's wat i put as mi msn comment now.. I MUST !!

i promise miself, i'll not go read her blog, unless there's really a nd.. reading it oni let mi noe more things, n those things make mi xin suan oni..

ARGH !! move on u stoopid wei liang !!

accompany hong to do his shopping, tgt wif des.. gd for u sia hong.. hahax.. jiayou.. after tt, went to tiong to meet mp for tokin session.. least expected is, nearly 12, ling n milton suddenly appear in front of us !! lol.. mp n mi were shock n stun, n they 2 proceed to buy food n sit beside us.. from then on, mood veri de weird sia.. lol.. dunno how to describe.. somemore ling keep crapping.. alamak.. well, in the end mp n mi left 1st.. :P

4th.. 4th time.. dun tell mi i muz wait until lucky 7 hor.. mp said ppl seldom get attached on their 1st target.. hmm.. isnt 3 times enuff ?? now come num 4.. lol.. Fifth..

忘记一个人最好的办法, 就是爱上另一个 (the best way to forget someone, is to like another)

hahax.. tt's certainly true to mi.. well, another promise ba.. i promise tt i'll reduce all tis love/rs/bgr stuff im gonna type in here.. im sure those tt read tis blog is scoldin mi, sayin im a stoopid ahole..

another week comin !! queenstown pri as usual !! wat's new?? lol..

vivocity !! ern& ling & hong & liang

2008-01-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

lol !! we now @ vivocity blogging !! hahax.. SJG, not WJG.. jy, r u lookin @ tis?? lol..

liang - "anithing u all wan to say?"
ern - "i dun tink so.. how come?"
ling - "i wan to look @ weihong's picture.."
hong - "elo cjy"

lol.. wireless shiok sia.. thx to hong lappy.. hehex..

i wonder....

2008-01-17T13:47:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i wonder if she noe of tis blog.. i wonder if she noe, does she ever look closely @ wat i type.. i wonder if she read, does she noe im tokin bout her? i wonder if she noe im tokin bout her, wat is she feeling ??

i can only wonder..............

10 more min b4 my class is goin to start.. im veri thankful that im hvin class every afternoon.. during class, although those naughty kids will pissed mi off badly, n i'll shout n scold them, sometime @ the top of my voice.. but, it really makes mi forget.. even though after lesson end, i'll still rmb, but at least i wun feel so much liao.. n im really happy bout tis..

like i said in mi previous post, the one i like, like someone else, n the oni thing i can do now, i wish for her to b happy.. Felix said, that is the top excuse guys will use, but is tis really an excuse? if tis is an excuse, then wat shld i do?? totally stop tokin to her, n lose another fren? when u love someone, doesnt tt means u want him/her to b happy, no matter wat?

well, i dun tink most will tink tt way ba.. "if i wan him/her to b happy, i ALSO wan to b happy"

hahax.. definitely not my way of tinkin..

she told mi lots bout tt guy, n i gif her advice n suggestion too.. hahax.. am i stoopid? i rmb mp once tellin mi tt im veri stoopid to zhu fu them.. i dunno i shld HATE myself, or i shld be PROUD of myself..

bo bian lar.. i not happy so? does anyone really care?? now i live for tis motto, "ppl happy, i'll b happy. i sad is enuff, pls make everyone ard mi happy"

clinging on the a tiny hope tt things will change in the future?? lol.. i'll laugh @ it.. HAIZ..

well, i shld be praying now tt a new one will come? or mayb she'll hv a change of heart?? even more LOL..

i wonder.........

early morning.. liang

2008-01-15T08:35:00.000+08:00

not 9 yet.. hahax.. early rite..

rmb wat i tell ernest ytd.. he asked mi, if the gal i like, wan to oni b like bro n sis, wat will i do? my reply to him was

"well, if i love someone, i would wan her to be happy.. even in the end im not the one she chosen, i'll gif her my full blessing.. loving someone means wanting her to be happy, always.. i wun say tt if she dun choose mi, i wun even wan to tok to her in the future.. we still can b gd fren de.."

ernest say guys seldom will do wat i said.. lol..

but.. tt's e case now lar.. it's hurting to c e one u love, love someone else.. but wat to do? tis kind of pain is self-inflicted.. relationship need 2 hands to clap..

im not e kind tt say, forget n i'll forget.. when i like someone, it's a big issue to mi.. i wun change heart easy.. it's really hard for mi to forget someone, really hard.. when i fall for someone, i will love her wif all my heart.. mayb tt's why it's so hard for mi to let go..

im still clinging to tis tiny little hope, tt time will prove to her tt i'll b e one.. well, i dun c tt will goin to happen.. i really tink too much..

*cross finger n pray*

130108 liang

2008-01-13T18:53:00.000+08:00

mon coming in less then 5 hrs, n work work again.. hahax

hong is not gd.. ern mugging all the way.. a colleauge is madly in love(i guess.. im soo envy of u !!), another is searching, mp is still waiting(mayb?)..

a list of 5 person up there, nearly all r hving e LOVE word in their brains.. love.. it can really make u happy, or make u brain filled wif nuthing but love oni, which is my case now.. hahax..

frenz always ask mi not to tink, i always say these words to frenz, but myself, hard for mi.. im still searching, still waiting.. i tink im always in tt mode..

went to K wif hong n ern ytd.. 4+ hrs.. veri de shiok.. too bad e 2 songs i wan to sing still not out yet.. zui chang de dian ying and pu gong yin de yue ding, both by zhou jie lun.. it's fun still, sang lots of songs, although kena disturb by ern whu keep sayin i sing wrong key.. OK I ADMIT MI SINGIN SUX !! lol.. n oso manage to play magic wif hong.. well, even though i stop buying them, im still veri into magic, thx hong for pei he wo.. hehex..

another week is coming upon us !! woot !! 1st 2 wks n nt gd, on the love side ba, the rest veri ok.. let's hope tis wk will b better..

*regardling the post on 8th jan.. well............................ i hvnt forget, i hvnt gif up.........

lots of postings.. 伟良

2008-01-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

lol.. lots of postings for these 2 wks rite?? break all time record for tis blog liao.. WOOT..

again.. 08 is not gd.. oni 2 wks.. veri de bad ba..

i tink e best thing is tis morn, the acct manager for queenstown pri sch (im covering tt sch for 5wks, tis is the 1st wk), told mi the HOD IT is veri pleased with my performance.. lol.. so happy sia.. :P

bad things, todae x2..
1)got a boi pee in mi class, p4 lor !! n i didnt torture him !! well luckily, the rest of kids veri helpful, 1 bring him general office to get change, n e other help mi get the cleaner..
2)the HDB juz behind qtps, void deck got corner off by police.. on closer inspection, i tink got ppl jump floor sia.. somemore all the p sch kids walk by there n c.. omg..

well, the worst of all bad thing tt happened tis wk.. i used to tell everyone tt, in life, make sure all the things tt u did, do them without ani regrets..

im hvin hell lots of regrets on something i did..

i snap...

i hv a gd temper.. even if im pissed off wif 1 person, i wun tell him off de.. i wld release mi anger on someone tt noe tt person.. tt's e worst i'll do.. but, i dunno y, i juz snap..

i said lots of things, tt im regretting now.. said things tt i shldnt hv even said, n make mi look like a jackass.. although i apologize to tt person, im still feelin veri bad.. tt person now hv a veri veri different look on mi now, n i dun wan tt..

i cant change things liao.. i shldnt hv done all those things.. i dunno how things will go on now..

我真的, 好想, 在说一次, 我.........
但是, 已经太迟了...

IM BACK !! WEI LIANG !!

2008-01-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

lol..

yup, i tink im finally back to mi normal self liao

hahax.. as compare to mi previous few post, really sounds like 2 different ppl posting rite?

it's really amazing how much hv changed in miself since ytd..

really feel tt e big stone is finally remove fr mi heart.. dun tink too much, i was not accepted or anithing.. hahax.. but something really happened todae, n after tt, i really felt the weight is gone..

now i dun even care whether im given a chance or not liao, i dun even nd time or a new one come along to forget..

mayb i really totally let go.. n im finally feeling happy, again.. :D

advice.. summersno..w

2008-01-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

tis is wat mp said to mi a few hrs ago..

i dun think there's anything else you can do except to wait and be especially nice to her hopefully one day she will realised that you are the one for her

how correct those words r.. it's all fated.. even if i dun wan to believe, i muz force myself to resigned to fate, as always, nv failed..

the feeling is nv gd.. it might come to a pt, where im really afraid to hv these kind of feelings again..

my feeling is veri luan qi ba zao(in a mess) since e start of tis yr.. down 3 pints of hoegaarden juz to make miself forget for a while.. sit @ mac for nearly 6 hrs juz to tok bout tis same thing tt's happening to mi fren n mi.. yet, even after all those, mi heart still..................... haiz..

time can heal all wounds.. the oni problem is, how long will it take.. 1day, 1wk, or mayb 1yr..

there's really nuthing i can do, oni to wait, n hope..

1 day only ~liang~

2008-01-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

well, regardling previous post, thx for those whu ask
hahax..

hong, ern, ling, jianyi, mp..

thks for all ur ears..

not goin to say anithing.. dun wan to disturb anione liao..

1 day only
for the 1st time since sec sch ICQ n until now in MSN, when i start hving SummerSnow in my nick, it's always there.. words/comments/feelings r added after it, but definitely, my nick will start wif SummerSnow..
until todae..

i promise myself, 1 day only.. i'll oni b sad for 1 day oni.. hahax.. i'll get SummerSnow back into mi nick.. i hope by tmr.. haiz..

thanks.....

bout me.. i dunno whu am i liao

2007-12-28T18:17:00.000+08:00

lots of things really in mi head since last mon, actually oni 1 thing ba, but big thing..

some of u might really tink, hey, ur prob is juz a small one, dun tink so much bo liao..

everyone c different problems differently. .yes, i agree, my prob is veri small case de, i tink some might not every gif a shit bout tis kinda of prob.. but hey, tis is me, n tis prob is really veri VERI big to mi..

i like to thanks those fren tt oso support to mi when i told them, even though some helps r veri little, or some tink tt im veri bo liao.. special thks really goes out to hong n mp, thanks to u 2, u 2 help mi calm down a lot.. THANKS !!

aniway, regardling mi prob, hahax.. if u noe mi well enuff, i tink the oni thing tt will gimme lots of probs is BGR??

hahax.. i now can c most tt reading bout it start cursing mi.. yup, i dun hv a gf, n yup, i nv hv 1 b4, so how is tis BGR thingy affecting mi ??

it's been like 3+ yrs since i last fall into tt hole.. tis time rd, i dun really noe, i dunno wat im tinking, or wat i shld b tinkin.. it's really veri *($$#.. i dunno wat she did, r hints, or juz frens, etc.. i really dunno how to differentate liao.. even if she oni meant fren, i tink i oreadi fallen for her.. 22yrs liao, nv once i've been attached.. kena rejected b4, n dun c y tis time is not e same.. mayb i shld keep the present status quo wif her.. hahax..

it's veri long story lar.. i oso dun intend to say to other ppl liao.. im impatient, i tink too much, i not confidence, blah blah blah.. hey, if i dun do tt, im not wei liang.. tt's me..

another yr is goin to pass, but things still remind the same.. it never seems to change.. it's sad, it's affecting mi.. but wat can i do?? i'll continue to do my best, but then again, it seems everything i do, will in the end come to a naught..

3 more days to last day of tis yr, 4 more days to 1st day of nx yr, n 2 more days to nx wk..

poem.. liang

2007-12-24T12:22:00.000+08:00

juz dig out a newspaper article, dated 2nd Apr 2002, New Paper. It contain a poem, or watever it's known as..

Movin' On

i have been waiting so long for you,
hoping that one day,
my dream for us will come true.
after some time, still no progress
i was so sad, i got possessed.
we're not together,
i wish we were.
then i found out you've chosen her.
you hurt my feelings and made me cry.
i just don't know why
i continue to try.
"things won't work out"
is all you ever say.
i guess that's why i'm feeling this way
this is all because of you
no doubt in my mind,
so go break another heart, go make another friend.
i'm walking away; i'm never turning around,
but i do thank you for this strength i've found.

Nicole Kathy Estrop

wat do you think bout it?? guys that break gals heart.. F them.. condemn them.. hahax..

well i too sterotype liao rite?? sometimes is really bo bian de.. no feeling liao.. y drag?? it'll oni hurt both parties.. but, we still muz make an effort to salvage from it.. it's like a miracle for 2 person to come tgt, we couldn't say, no feelin, break up lor.. use it oni as a last resort..

but if u really used tt last resort, really forget bout him/her.. dun torture yourself n him/her.. let it go.. you'll find a better one out there..

move on.. there's someone out there, quietly, but surely, waiting for u..

thoughts..... liang

2007-12-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

: ј.α.η.є : says:
seriously.. dun wait if u always wanted to do something
: ј.α.η.є : says:
go do it.. no matter hw busy u are.
: ј.α.η.є : says:
if u wan to say something tat u think is so not impt. or tat person wont mind.. rem to do it
: ј.α.η.є : says:
dun wait
: ј.α.η.є : says:
nobody knows wat happen tmr
: ј.α.η.є : says:
if today is ur last day on earth
: ј.α.η.є : says:
wat is the thing u wan to do
: ј.α.η.є : says:
how would u spend the last few hours?
ј.α.η.є : says:
dun be too busy with ur life ok
: ј.α.η.є : says:
enjoy every moment.. when u walk home.. on the way to work.. dun rush
: ј.α.η.є : says:
enjoy the sky.. and sun.. the grass,,, the trees.. the people.. everything.. and be thankful tat u have them ard u..
: ј.α.η.є : says:
be thankful in everything u have.. be contented.. and u will be very happy and will not grumble le

if you hv read the above, spend a few mins, give it some thoughts..

cherish everyone around you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME......

2007-11-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..

FROM: Wei Liang..

nights out.. liang

2007-11-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

ling, ern, hong n mi went clubbing ytd with a few other frenz.. i had my bad thoughts b4 ytd.. As i dun like goin to club(ytd was oni my 2nd time..lol), i oni go bcos i promise ling.. somemore, hong's army fren is comin, ling confirm will go crazy @ there, n ern will b veri friendly wif our other sec sch fren, somebody i dun like might b there too.. i worried i'll b left out n b veri veri bored.. lol.. lucky, things turn out quite well....

meet up wif ernest 1st near my hse, b4 proceeding on to great world to meet ling for our dinner.., the foodcourt there v ex sia, but luckily the food we ordered not bad.. again, ern went a bit sugu after he saw wat ling wear.. hahax

meet up wif hong n his 2 army fren, joshua n weiqiang outside zouk.. @ 1st wanna go zouk de, bcos of long queue, we end up in phuture, after some queue cutting.. hehex :P once we enter, eileen n fren, wenming, n milton arrived shortly.. manage to secure an empty table there..

thks to ernest for e long island treat, after lots of KB fr hong, complaining he nv treat us b4.. lol.. but suay thing is , rite after we got our 2 jugs, our table kena taken away cos some big shots open martini or something lydat.. i tink i nearly drank 2/3 of a jug.. :P 2 more eileen fren comes after tt, n followed by ling fren, sarah n her fren.. played some multiplayer chai quan, then the crowd getting larger, n the dancing starts.. ling orders shots for us, cant rmb wat type..

well, ard 1+, nearly 2, ernest n mi got separated wif the rest.. called hong then noe they outside liao, so ern n mi decided to leave wif them after informing milton.. found them near toilet, n the told us 2 of e gals(eileen n ling's fren's fren) in toilet veri long liao.. things started to get a bit luan, n b4 i noe it, ling appear fr nowhere n we end up outside of the building, wif a veri veri drunk catherine(ling's fren's fren)..

she got totally KO in the end, we brought her to the building beside to rest n wait for car to come to bring her hm.. slowly, all of us come out to there to accompany her.. in the end, milton fren offered to drive them instead of waiting there, so both ling's fren leave wif them..

after they left, i felt no pt goin back in, so we split up.. ling continue on wif wenming n milton, elieen went back wif her frenz, while hong, his 2 frens, ern n mi when to river valley for prata, b4 goin hm, reaching at ard 0330..

well, tt's basically wat happened ytd, although i left out some parts.. hahax.. no pt writing them aniway.. makes mi tink things again.. heard comments bout fr ppl bout other ppl.. chionging?? hahax.. still not for mi..

ling n me

the beautiful gals..

L-R: Aderen, Elly, Yann..
Agogo !!

machiam sec sch gathering.. hahax..

siging out :D

my blog..... liang

2007-11-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

i really tink this is my blog liao.. ern got his own, ling oni veri seldom add, jy n hong even worst.. well, other then my own posting, everytime got ani wjg outing, min 2 ppl n got mi ard, i'll post here.. i really wonder got anione view tis blog.. lol

oct past liao, nov is here.. WOOT.. bdae.. ling, cow, edmund, jane, shulei, zhiyan, rena, jerrold, dad, ME !! hahax.. to those tt noe me, ur bdae is in nov too, n i forgot to put ur name down, SORRY !!

oct is somehow a hell mth in work.. after the ipod design competition, assessment follows, n 2 wks of nearly non stop lessons.. all tis contribute to mi $275.70 of cab fare.. woot.. claims.. come in fast fast pls.. :P

todae in office.. hmm.. i juz type out to let viewers c..

afternoon in office.. i've juz recieved a tough assignment which i not confident in taking.. after confirming tt i'll b handling tt, i kinda bcome stone.. jzu sittin down in front of the com n do work.. during tis period, this happened.. cant rmb how it start.. mayb is bcos someone come collect prize, or mayb others... here goes

ME:(veri sian, i tink got made some sian sound)
Felix: y so sian.. 是不是失去(爱)了? (wat happened? juz lost (love) ar?)
ME: 都没有, 这么失去呢? (dun even hv, how to lose it?)
Jac: 那为什么不去争取呢? (then y dun u go find it?)
ME: HAIZZZ...................

i totally dunno how to reply to tt.. haiz.. i tink most of the time i type here, i surely will tok bout tis.. 22.. less then a mth.. 争取, find it, easy to say..

HAIZ.....

Colleagues ~Liang~

2007-10-13T00:20:00.001+08:00

A pic of mi fun n lovin colleauges !! :D

WOOT !! work work My nickname is "Mr Helpful".. Liang

2007-10-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

My nickname is "Mr Helpful"

omg, 3 schs under my belt, wif oni less then 2 mths of work.. hahax.. SSS, Corporation, RVPS..

WAHAHAHX !!

Mr Giant Cat.. dun stress mi hor.. wait i ki siao......... :P

WORK WORK !!

WJG meetin last thurs, @ tiong wifout hong.. meet 7pm, in the end 1945...... hahax.. nice chat, listened to ling's stories for most period.. i got so sianed by e "3 things i dun wan to hear", in the end i tok wow wif ern.. lol.. Waraku ?? nx wk, since we cant settle on a date tt all can.. hahax

thks to ern, i tink im goin back to mi sec sch days, when im sooooo crazy bout jap songs.. long gone when im siao bout morning musume n hamasaki ayumi, now is otsuka ai n suzuki ami..

Below is mi fav now Otsuka Ai - PLANETARIUM

If some of u might rmb, i looooooooong time ago got paste tis mv in mi friendster.. (tis song is kinda old, i tink is a 2005 song) after so long, im still luv tis song.. VERI NICE !!

????? summer but no snow..

2007-09-19T19:43:00.000+08:00

kena depress for no apparent reason.. close program without realising, and nv save, nd to redo everything.. ipod battery die on mi.. wait 20min for bus hm..

ARGH !!

juz feelin veri sian all of sudden.. lucky got ernest.. wasted his 30min tok time.. hehex.. felt better after chattin wif him, but still depress..

less then 3 mths to 22yrs.. still nuthin.. WTF !!

ARGH !!

News FLASH !! ~ liang ~

2007-09-11T13:26:00.000+08:00

tmd.. tis the 3rd time im writing tis.............

6wks into mi 1st job.. loving it.. teaching + IT is simply wonderful.. tired.. if no kopi in the morn or redbull, sure KO by 2230 everynite.. hahax..

dun tink im rich bcos of job.. im in huge debt, thx mi to poly fees.. CPF stole 500 buck fr mi each mths.. haiz.. envy those whose parents help them pay for the fees liao..hahax

I GOT MI HUNTER TO LVL70 !! lol.. v happy bout it.. got time i'll paste a screenshot of mi gettin to 70.. :P now tryin hard to earn the 5k needed to buy a flyin dragon aka netherdrake.. oni got 0.95k now.. target is b4 mi bdae hong n mi muz get it..

went to SIM open house wif hong, ling, alex 2 sats ago.. studies.. haiz.. no money.. mayb nx yr ba.. ard 2yrs since i last saw alex, no change..

Fish n Co wif bryan des hong for hong ORD celebration, even though he hvnt get his IC at tt time.. delicious, but it cost 25.. OUCH !! tt's enuff to feed mi for a workin wk !! hahax.. jiu jiu 1 time..

a funny thing.. a few wks ago, at ard 0030, i sent out some gdnite msg.. 5min ltr, mi phone rang, n e caller is 1 of the person tt i sent e msg to.. when i pick up, the 1ast thing i heard was "OH SHIT !!".. i was like "??????" she ltr clear up wif mi, tellin mi she accidentetly do a auto call back after she view the msg, n oni realise it when she hear mi voice over the phone.. LOL

a wrong call, but in the end we tok on the phone for 1hr.. hahax

wat the above prove?? catch up wif ur frens more, if not, u'll b missing out a lot..

Hv a nice day :D

Lost in Polaris

2007-09-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

*PoLaRiS*

Hi guys.. finally i took the time to pin down my tots. Having read blog entries by jy, ernest, wl.. Finalli managed to shake off my laziness.

1st of all, the current yuling actually is v v sad now. Mayb due to work stress, nt doin well in my new job, n as well as relationship. Had my 2nd report of shortage again. If i'm gg to have the 3rd one.. I tink i might be on the verge of getting fired. :( N now also dunno if my bonus has flown away. That will be like.. *ouch* sobz...

Relationship wise, nuthin to say. Have been searching for the antidote to cure my heartache. In a confusion state. All these seems to be weighing on me. After several tots, did consider b4 of gg to part time study n part time working. earn a degree, go be SIA girl earn some few bucks n settle down on a much stress free work. Or otherwise, be SIA girl earn those few bucks, den relax, part time study part time work. However, heard from my frens, need to be bonded 5 yrs! hmm.. kinda long... by e time how old le.

Y did i consider of being SIA girl, hmm.. it's a profession which oni can be done once in ur youth. Earn big bucks, travel ard the world. N.. might b a form of escaping from wat i'm facing now.
However, there r things i need to consider as well.. my eski is 1 resposibility, my time wif my frens n family. Thinking of all these always make me headache. There's not much time left to ponder as well. Youth's running~~ Any comments?

***~so lost~***

nearly KO, Aug bdae celebration, PART 2..

2007-08-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

here's the pic taken by "someone" n posted on www.whosgoing.com.sg

nearly KO, Aug bdae celebration, PART 1.. liang

2007-08-19T09:12:00.000+08:00

the bdae celebration for the 3 aug babies on 180807.. had a jap meal in some jap restaurant @ bugis, then followed by some chiongin session.. wanted to smoke the bouncer @ dragonfly, but fail cos we 3 guys not 23 yet..

after a few rds of discussion, we make our way in cab to phuture @ zouk.. small, but still nice lar.. made a mistake in order the long island x2, hahax.. 70 buck !! woot..

as again, ling n mi drank the most, but tis time rd, ling more KO then mi, n keep wantin to dance even when the rest r draggin her out..

a million thx to hong's fren, joshua n weiqiang.. sorri to waste ur time n money comin down, n oso giving us a lift to get the 2 gals hm :D

once i get e pics, i'll try n compile e best n post them here..

*ps, tis my 1st time chionging !! woot.. !! n i dun like it.. loud, crowded, getting urself drank, damn.. how come some ppl like tis kinda place.........

sChOoL dAyS... ~cHoCo~

2007-08-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hi guys.. it's passed National Day n WH's Big day... n nw i'm in final yr le! Time really passed v fast... i feel old~! gosh.. tdy finally is fri~ I've so many movies in mind tat i wanna watch.. SeCret, 881, disturbia, alone... movie fanatic! juz watched 881, thou it's a local production but was really funny n touching~ it was definitely a pleasant surprise!

Read wat liang posted n was delighted to see him so excited n happy over his new job~! hope u do well n all e best! As for our outing, let's hv steamboat opp Bugis Junction and accompanied by either a KTV or a movie.

Look fwd to our nx cohesion~! =)

loooooooooooooooooooong time no c ~summersnow~

2007-08-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

let's c.. i tink it's been ard 5mths since i last post, n 4mths since i last view..
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LOL !!

paiseh.. hehex..

a bit update bout mi lar..

started playing WoW since apr when i get miself a new com, n i luv it.. yann(hunter), erayo(shadow priest), elfenn(druid), gylis(pally), shaamy(shaman), gwenolynn(rogue).. luv them all, though im oni playin those in bold..

ORD LOR !! rot for 2 whole mths b4 i..................... FOUND A JOB !! hehex.. although i oni spent 3 days there, i luv it.. the oni job tt i applied tt's not programmin, n i got it..

had our 1st wujinggang "tonite no go hm" in e form of chalet, 1/7-3/7, sentosa.. it's was gr8 !! ani wujinggang member whu c tis, pls post pic.. i veri lazy.. LOL..

here's the end to the veri short post, a post fr me in a veri long time.. i promise to keep more update bout miself n Wujinggang..

ps.. i really wander how many people actually c tis blog.. mayb no one will even c tis post?? lol

What happened to our blog?? -polaris

2007-05-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

Wu Jing Gang Happening!

2007-03-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

Yo Yo Yo! It's been a while since we 5 had any steamboat buffet liao... I had a craving for it leh! Haha! When are u 5 idiots free? Especially that Hong! Need to buff him up so he can win CJY in weight competition!

Out of Job ^polaris^

2007-03-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, this blog died down awhile... haiz... all so bo xim.. update rubbish also don't have. Just nice la.. now i m very free... till wanna rot le. So come and update a bit. I'm out of job now!!! Haiz... Fried myself out of job. Rejected 3 jobs. In the end, so miserably rotting @ home.. Just wanna find a job which is of my interest and reasonable pay also so hard?? Maybe just like ernest.. I'm running out of luck. Or mayb I hanged out with him too much... haaa.. opps. :X

Anyway, upload some CNY pics up here..

Hei Ren Yao Gao advert once again...

Ernest is obessed with my Eski.. "censored"

3 Siao ding dongs

See the gayish liang.. he's so pretty...

updates 190107 ~liang~

2007-01-28T01:48:00.000+08:00

got a bit crazy while watching ch8's 9pm show.. the 2 main actors were gettin themselves wasted over their best fren, a gal.. then dunno y, i oso wan to get myself wasted.. as usual, i cant get hong out.. so i tried to get the rest out..

guess wat, in the end, we machiam like wat happen in tat show.. 2 guys (ernest n mi) n a gal (yuling), go out tgt.. jy need to meet her parent, so nv come.. hahax.. we went to holland v for XO fishhead beehoon, which i didnt eat n i dun like.. hehex...

on the way to the pub, i started tokin bout that show, how the 2 actors "bully" their gal fren, n how similar our situation is.. we tried to bully ling, n being faithful to the show, ling show us her fist, n threaten to box us if we try to do anithing funny.. hahax..

in the end we made our way to wala-wala for drinks.. 1 jug of hoeggarden white, n a glass of white wine for ling.. i drunk most of the beer, but too bad, nv get to fulfill the dream of getting wasted.. i kept complainin how sad my life is, no gf esp.. hahax.. fan those 2 to death.. as again, ernest tried to act drunk......

the final show of the night saw yuling vs ernest @ watson, wif ling fallin down while chasing ernest, n stay down on the floor for more then 10sec.. i was soooo stun.. hahax.. but it's quite funny.. too bad i nv take ani photos.. hehex..

sian.. i wan mi drink

the order of the nite..

deep thoughts ??

anithing wrong wif the eye ??

drunk ling.. hahax..

roar !

updates 120107.. ~liang~

2007-01-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

sorri for the lack for update for soooo long.. tis is wat we had done in jan..

120107 - @ 1st is goin to swim, mi n ernest.. then rope in jy cos she havent start work, then ling oso enthu, n in the end "join" us too.. nv get to swim in the end, due to rain, n we go chiong kbox @ cine, then go to some wulu place to pei ernest submit his exam fee, n round off @ PS, wif mi n jy bought some cny clothes..

sad song??

ling's supporters all ears for her..

good dog.. OOPS.. good girl.. :P

hehex.. tryin to get photo time..

hey, wat's the stare for ??

WAH !!

I'm in!!

2007-01-08T14:50:00.000+08:00

Hi Guys!!! Brought in a gd news.. hehehe.. I received an sms on sat 6/1/07 informing me on the semi-finals will be held in feb..
Well, why aren't the rest updating the blog man.. come' on.. can't be tt busy right? I think I can change this blog to yuling's blog liao.. Anyway, hehehe I only update during office hours.. tsk tsk..:p

Btw, I'm thinking of organising a steamboat session again tgt in feb. B4 CNY. Wat u guys think? It's been umpteen yrs since we had steamboat together. And I'm thinking of going Singapore Discovery Center tgt as well.. It's been renovated lately. Hehehe.. trying to bring back some excursion feeling. Comments pls.......

WJG goes into New Year 2007..

2007-01-03T16:28:00.000+08:00

Here I m blogging during office hours again. Meaning how lethargic i m towards my job. It's really time to move up and move out! I've been getting into lots of commitments in 2006 -2007. If I still remain stagnant, I'm gonna eat grass for sure.

Some major plunge of $$ in my acct In 2006:
1) Gotten myself a puppy named Eski.
2) 6-days trip to Bangkok
3) Took up Hip-Hop Dance class with JY (on-going)
4) Gotten a Digi-cam
5) Permed, coloured, highlighted my hair.. (well, tt's a yearly thing anw)

In 2007:
1) Bought a savings plan from Prudential
2) Started booking my practical lessons (1st lesson: 13 Jan 07)
3) Pending Phuket/Redang/Genting trip?
4) Dreaming of my Dec Japan Trip?
5) A new ear-piercing
6) Job-hop

That's my major plans for the time-being.. Growing certainly is exciting.. but it's stressful. The more you are exposed.. the more you want.. slowly turning wants to needs.. N in order to survive in such a fast-paced country.. you just can't afford to rest for a moment. I'm born in the year of cow.. perhaps I was born to slog my life away.

Trying hard to balance my life.. Enjoy hard and.. erm.. I guess i din work hard enough. Enjoyed too hard. New Year Resolution for me: Cut down on shopping.. Save hard, work hard, drive hard?? hahaha.. Well, I prefer to study hard. But it seems to be a far goal for me.. If my financial allows me.. I'll sure go into part-time studying. So many plans in my mind.. 1 thing lacking which causes those plans to laspe.. and tt's $$$$$. Need lots of that.

Have to try my best to pass my TP for once.. else my bro is not gg to loan me thru the process of getting my license. sadz.. :( Time is moving too fast.... Help!! Sometimes.. I juz can't breathe..

Hahaha.. I've done my reflections for the year 2006. It's time to start afresh to move upwards in 2007. Time to do my resume again and stop dreaming..

Happy New Year everyone!

Thoughts n reflection for 2006 n 2007 ~~Wei Liang ~~

2006-12-31T21:55:00.000+08:00

well, it's the time of year again.. the last day, 31st dec 2006.. as some of u might noe, im spending tis day, somehow alone again, in camp, doin duty.. sadness..

hmm.. 2006.. well, seems to b an okie year for all of us here @ wu jing gang.. below r some update on us..

weihong bought rc stuffs, tank n heli, n seems to b goin for more.. takin part in ndp rob us of him, but serving the nation, n celebrating it at the same time is worth it?? hahax..

jianyi change BF, i tink twice tis yr, n i hope tis one is the best for her.. darren rite? if u c tis, take good care of her..:P

ernest ord, n started school @ SIM, brand new life, but still single.. workin part time as a promoter, earnin to survive..

yuling in workin in NUH.. unlike jy, her BF still the same.. kevin, stay happy, dun fight?

well, as for mi, im still in ns.. 2 more days, n it'll b exactly 5 more mths to go.. lookin back on 2006, though i dun like ns, tis yr seems to pass by smoothly.. mayb bcos ns make mi totally no life, so not much uneven ground.. my application to nus n ntu, failed again.. my wish for a gf, still long away.. haiz..

2007 will b a brand new phrase in my life.. i'll be ord on 2nd june, the i hope i can get into sg uni, if not sim, or im gonna start work.. im veri excited bout it, n oso depressed.. y? cos i really cannot c wat the future hold for me.. the bad is goin to end, but i dunno wat i'll b doin when july comes.. my hope of bcomin a teacher seems nv will b, my wish of studyin in nus, ntu, or smu oso seems to b in dire straits.. haiz.. so pls, if anione c tis, help mi pray.. :D i thank u 1st..

some words for my frens..

hong, ernie, we 3 muz work hard hard !! the gals of wu jing gang oreadi attached for soooo long, yet we 3??? jiayou !

hong, our dreams of studyin in smu will b a reality !! MAGIC !! i tink i can hear isamaru barking ur name......

jy, ur final yr is comin soon.. gd luck for it

ling, u're changin job rite? hope u can find a much better pay, n much lesser work load de.. hehex..

wu jing gang, 020107 will b our 9th yr tgt.. NINE !! tt's veri long liao.. many of years to come for us, stay happy, stay tgt, n most impt, I LUV U ALL !! *shy*

desmond, the time will b over for u soon.. gd luck for ur linage 2 :D

cow, yanling, siyun, let's hv more makan session okie? we muz meet more sia.. hahax..

meiping, we muz rmb the pact we made on xmas.. we will b able to fulfill it de !!

n to the rest whu noe mi, best wishes for 2007, n hope all ya wishes come true !!

to round up my longest post, here r my wishes for 2007
1) GIRLFRIEND ~~ yaya.. im still single, i nv had a gf b4 in my 21 yr alive on earth.. when.. when will it come.. ytd goin out wif hong, i started to tok cock, n conjure a gf of each of us.. hong's named sharon, my named hanling.. hey.. i kinda like tt name.. :P if anione named hanling c tis, wanna b fren?? :D

2) UNI ~~ kinda crazy bout SMU now.. haiz.. NUS, NTU, SMU.. PLEASE LAR !! GIMME A CHANCE !! :'(

3) family n frenz, ping ping an an, always healthy n always happy..

4) the rest of my ns time, PLEASE make it pass smooth n fast, n hope i dun step on ani of the big shots toes.. :D

5) last but not least, WORLD PEACE !!!

happy new yr to all, n let's us work hard for tis brand new yr !!!

+Some Pics to Commerate the birth of WJG+ by Polaris

2006-12-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

Here to try out how to create the slides like hong did. Pics from 2002 til recent! Hee.. Have fun giggling over the past yrs photos. JY's part of pics taken on 23/12/06 i shall leave it for her to upload. Guys.. continue updating this blog ya? Make it more interesting!! I'm sure we'd share more than that!!! Cheers~

OMIGOSH ! ~~Liang Liang ~~

2006-12-25T17:11:00.001+08:00

omigosh.. how come got those kind of fei wen pics up there de.. lol.. everyone, pls dun tink sidetrack.. some impt pt to note..

there's no les among us,
we all r bro n sis,
and we r not in ani other kind of relationship !! hahax..

well, ling posted her side of the pics.. wait a few moments more, n we'll post jianyi side of the pics..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE !!

2006-12-25T14:10:00.000+08:00

MeRrY ChRiStMaS~!! Hohoho.. Guess we've all enjoyed that day.. Juz too bad hong can't join us til the end.. Our 1st WJG Chill out session! Hahaha.. should take a look @ how ernie is high and keep laughing non-stop. Even when I'm on the bus with him.. he is still laughing. And it's such a coincident that the next day I met JY again in Marina!! Let me post a few pics of that day and let us recall~~ Heez.. Hope all of you have received my x'mas card? Have a blessed Christmas!

WJG @ Raffles City Humongous X'mas Tree

Ask you guys help us tk pics but you 3 in turn tk zi lian picS!!

Hee.. JENGA!! @ Mind Cafe

Cheers~

It's our turn.. Cheers~

Opps.. Should I have not upload this pic? Caught in action!!

Erm.. we're having an affair too.. ShhHhh...

Look @ Jy's and Ernie's face.. RED!

1st Post by t.a.e

2006-12-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

Yeah! To commemorate the creation of this blog, I'll attach one of my fave pic here!! OK will probably upload more next time! I still got my blog to take care of! Bye!!

T.A.E

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2006-12-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

wahah sia la wu jing gang sure have evolved over the years .... now wu jing gang even went online and have our own blog liao ... well sorry to all for the late posting because i was sick for the past few days ... anyway for a start i will post pictures of us going to a place where will be going to tomorrow .... those pictures were taken even before i was enlisted ....

.::My 1st Audition::.

2006-12-22T09:51:00.000+08:00

Finally.. I could log in to this stupid blog in office.. gee..:X. Today's Friday!! No mood to work @ all. Hereby updating some recent events i had.

First.. (Gosh.. my boss juz came by & saw me bloggin..-_-) Haiya.. dun care.. let's continue. Well 1st of all, i guess you all should have heard me mentioning that i wasspotted by a guy name Richard from M5concept (a talent scouting agency) in friendster. They are interested in signing me as their model. I went down alone that time on 21/11/06 and had an interview with them. Hmm.. their office is situated in an ulu building.. guess Jianyi and Ernie should know cuz for the 2nd time i went there with their accompaniment. :) Why for the 2nd time? Cuz being their models, have to take a portfolio cost of $180. I've also heard of their upcoming singing competition which need to pay $20. I've hence agreed to take up their singing competition and paid $10 on my 1st visit. And promised to come back pay the rest on Saturday 25/11 (Celebration for WJG's nov babies).

I've think twice bout the modelling thing. Hmm.. $180.. I tink I have other priorities which is more worth to spend the $ on.

K.. Cut short.. So I went to my 1st audition on the 20 dec 06 (wed) for the 7pm slot. (there's a 6pm and a 7pm slot). I took halfday went there 6.30pm and they put me for the 1st for 7pm slot!! Gosh! knees going weak.. My flu is still pestering me.. the more nervous i m.. the more i swallow them frm my nose to my throat. As wat Jianyi says.. I din eat @ all.. I'm afraid i burp.

Waited around 45 mins.. they are clearing the 6pm slots.. "yuling.. you are next.. you are to go in and stand behind the spot stick on the self introduce youself.. name.. age.. wat music school you r from.. any singing experieces etc.." said the staff. I took a deep breathe..

The guy before me finally came out.. oh i forgot to add-on.. that was in a dancestudio in bukit merah central.. the whole of it is made up of glass door.. meaning.. outside pple can see in juz that they can't hear.

I went it.. trying extra hard to balance myself on heels.. n stood @ the spot.. "Hi, I'm Yuling.." I started off softly. Gosh! What's next? My mind is blank! The judge begged me pardon.. there I repeat myself again. So the song I've choose is Ah mei's Ting Hai.. Think that was a bad song to sing for my nasal voice.. n lacking of air.

Overall, my start-off note is too high.. but i have to cont.. i'm so demoralised le.. and somemore i'm nervous till i sang wrong phase.. whenever i sang wrongly i will touch my fringe!! Tt's a v bad thing to do I know.. but.. I'm juz too nervous!! Haiz.. Singing to myself with my hands in the pockets. I'm gonna fail for sure.. keep going off tune. What's got into me?!

Finally.. the comments from the 2 judges are here. Guy: You got the looks.. but you have to work hard on your voice. You din project your voice out. I nodded.. he even gave a mini-lesson ask me tk deep breathe and sing the chorus. And say tt's a tactic i must always remember. I answered ok and nodded again. Gal: Don't use too much "xu ying". You are all the while using "xu ying" to sing. I answered.. ya.. sorry cuz my nose is really blocked. Had a cold. Guy: Singing is nothing to do with the nose. It's your throat. So I answered back.. yupz.. I'd also still recovering from my sore throat.. n I'm nervous. He nodded and said: Ya.. you are too nervous. Gal: Perform to us.. you are performing to yourself throughout. Guy: Do you have any performing experiences? Nope I answered. He nodded.. but I felt it was like shake head though. He continued: If you "jiao xin" go through, you must really work hard in your voice. I answered and smiled: ok, Wo zhi dao le.

When I came out.. I saw so many pple outside eyes following me.. I think I really performed v nervously. I let out a heavy sigh of relief when I saw Kevin and grabbed my bag and pulled him get out of there v fast. What a scary moment man.. haha.. Kevin says I too stoned in there and looks too shy.

Haiz.. I've done really bad. Dun tink I'll be that "jiao xin". And better not.. quite stress. Anyway, I'm proud that I took up the courage. It's really not easy. It's an experience thou.. mayb if i'm more prepared next year try the superstar 3? hee.. It's fun thou.

Wahaa.. Finally finished bloggin my lengthy post.. next time I'll try upload more pics. Gotta work liao.. Busy! Tata~ Cya guys tmr with our Plan B!!

too quiet from the other 2?? ~~SummerSnow~~

2006-12-21T14:44:00.000+08:00

erm.. harlow.... hong? ernest? where r u guys?? POST SOMETHING !!

ps.. wanna take a guess where am i now?? hahax.. im not @ hm.. im actually waitin for my fax to go through, n saw the inet com free.. :P

wat happened to polaris audition?? ~choco~

2006-12-21T14:24:00.000+08:00

haha i think i can add new post wor.. ytd she juz went for her audition finally sang the song "ting hai" lol! den v late den eat dinner cuz v tensed up.. so i'm here trying to c if i can add new post, if i can den i hope tat she'll oso add a new post to elaborate more on wat happened ytd? so tat she can share her experiences wif all of us! haha.. =)

photo from ages ago..

2006-12-20T01:17:00.000+08:00

taken on 12th DEC 2003 @ ECP.. hahax.. sooo long.. :D

DUN DELETE IT !!

Choco wif the DEATH NOTE.. ^-^

2006-12-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

ohh i was wondering hw polaris added image so i was trying out in order nt to let other ppl look down on the egoistic undergrad JY!!! lol.. no la juz kidding wl wun get offended de cuz he's my brother. haha my youngest bro lor.. wat can i say abt him? he created dis WJG blog de k? muz give credits to him! haha nw other den friendster i can do another thing to fill up my free time le. yeah death note 2 is showing soon.. 28 dec 2006! looking fwd to tat! =)

shh.. shaddup didn't i say dun laugh! stop laughing!!! ~choco~

2006-12-20T00:45:00.000+08:00

LOL.. till nw i still cant get over tat stupidity nature! n summore kena "suan" by wl! k shall keep dis as a secret ok? n pls la.. can upload betta looking wu jing gang pics? haha mayb we can post some pics we taken yrs ago den every yr de.. haha n compare hw much we all hv changed over e yrs! great idea rite? haha.. muz consider my opinion k.

hmm ya juz nw in MY 'thx for creating dis blog' i mentioned how time flies... i was saying tat dis coming sat 23/12/06 wld b our WJG(in short wu jing gang) gathering! i was saying last time many yrs back we all alw celebrated xmas on the eve itself n for nw, due to many reasons n other commitments etc, it's been v long tat we all gather on e eve itself.

I still vividly rmb the last time we celebrated xmas tgt was in the yr 2003.. we had dinner at lau pa sat den went for countdown @ esplanade.. at tat time esplanade dun even hv countdown party for xmas. They only hv fireworks n countdown party for New Year itself. haha time flies rite? tat xmas was terrible cuz i rmb tat i vommitted n had diarrhoea on 25 dec nite n went to c doctor on 26 dec BOXING day! aft tat den i realised tat the other members of WJG oso had diarrhoea, n we all assured each other nv to patronise tat stall ever again! wow.. only part of our memories.. if we wan to recall i think hmm.. still gt a LONG way to go!

anyway, i love U all! *muackz*

~ Polaris 1st Blog Post ~

2006-12-20T00:38:00.001+08:00

Hihi.. 1 of the member Yuling here to say a BIG thanks to our blog creator.. liang! It's late @ nite now.. so i shall say more another day. Sick polaris is in drowsy mode now. Here to stick my face taken together with my beloved doggie.. named eski cause of his white fur. 9 months old now. tada~

Tsk tsk.. i'm new to bloggin. Qing duo duo zhi jiao! Guys.. u all are really GREAT companionship to me. The Bestest! It's even cool to have our very own Wu Jin Gang Blog!! Cheers~ cHeErS~ ChEeRs~~ My head is spinning.. oh no.. better slp now else tmr i'll be a green panda going for my 1st audition. All the best to me! Polaris hopping off with her croaking voice......

funny...

2006-12-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

guess wat jianyi tired to do.. instead of logging in to create a new post, she use the account to create another blog named "thxforcreatingdisblogjuzforus.blogspot.com"....

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ling n mi were laughin like mad !!!!! hahax..

note, tt blog has oreadi been deleted :P

Wei Liang

our looks

2006-12-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

clockwise, from e blue shirt guy --> Ernest, Wei Hong, Wei Liang, Jian Yi, Yuling

1st post !!

2006-12-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

1st post !!

SummerSnow :P

Wu Jing Gang happening

run

in

quote

spend

sunday

quote

yawns

lecture

pop

ding

messy

Rewind

move..

perhaps..

disappointment..

bad..

so..?

wait..

think.. ?

happy.. ?

things i hate..

long time no c..

woah it's been a while

wat to do?? blame mi luck lo..

another week.. sch reopen~~

ARGH !! stop tinkin !!

confusing chemistry..

getting...... better?

Updates.. Emo Liang ~~

thoughts..

my love now??

~*-polaris returns-*~

You, Me, GAY!!

it's drizzling.....

Qi Dai Ai.. Yearning for Love..

WoW

hope, faith, trust, respect..... cherish

yo check it out yo..

last min.. times 3

CnY --> chu5 aka start work

CnY --> chu3+4

CnY --> chu1+2

CnY --> eve

in sch.. 1st post of Feb

bye jan..

PET meeting + dinner

here goes nuthing..

i hate miself, again..

xie men.. or isit trying to hint us ??

outing + hunting + makaning..

hope + wish

暗号 Secret Signal

promise~~ liang

vivocity !! ern& ling & hong & liang

i wonder....

early morning.. liang

130108 liang

lots of postings.. 伟良

IM BACK !! WEI LIANG !!

advice.. summersno..w

1 day only ~liang~

bout me.. i dunno whu am i liao

poem.. liang

thoughts..... liang

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME......

nights out.. liang

my blog..... liang

Colleagues ~Liang~

WOOT !! work work My nickname is "Mr Helpful".. Liang

????? summer but no snow..

News FLASH !! ~ liang ~

Lost in Polaris

nearly KO, Aug bdae celebration, PART 2..

nearly KO, Aug bdae celebration, PART 1.. *liang*

sChOoL dAyS... ~cHoCo~

loooooooooooooooooooong time no c ~summersnow~

What happened to our blog?? -polaris

Wu Jing Gang Happening!

Out of Job ^polaris^

~-polaris returns-~

nearly KO, Aug bdae celebration, PART 1.. liang

Thoughts n reflection for 2006 n 2007 ~~Wei Liang ~~

+Some Pics to Commerate the birth of WJG+ by Polaris

OMIGOSH ! ~~Liang Liang ~~

.::My 1st Audition::.

too quiet from the other 2?? ~~SummerSnow~~

wat happened to polaris audition?? ~choco~

shh.. shaddup didn't i say dun laugh! stop laughing!!! ~choco~